With Every Heartbeat❤

Chapter 13

Dedicated to bluealle

Jacob's POV

I woke up and glanced Sasha laying next to me, she seems so angelic and peacefull. I try to get up moving her head from my chest. then I hear her trembling my name.

"Jacob.. mm..Jacob" she keeps her eyes closed then goes back to snoring again. I get up to take a shower in warm water then I should pobably head to my folks house, they're probably going nuts by now.

I feel the warm water crossing my back, it gives me the shivers and thinking all about bethanie and leo makes me sick. While that angel laying on bed right now is the best thing that ever happened to me.

I got into my room wrapping a towel around my waist hopping she isnt awake. It's kinda akward to change while she's staring, it makes me uncomfortable.

I headed to my room shoving my hair backwards, still wet.

"good morning " she says with a big smile, she was facing the mirror checking her appearance wearing my hoody as it reached her thighs.

"good morning sunshine" I smiled back placing a kiss on her cheek.

"why didnt u woke me up? we could've showered together" she says with a seductive look on her face.

I blushed then gave a her a small smile. I went to change my clothes to find her distracted with her hair, that was a relief.

"I'm gonna head to my folks house, they're probably going crazy searching for me" I inform her as I brush my hair and add a little gel.

"I should too, will u call me?"

"Yea maybe we'd go out to dinner or somthing"

"As our first date?" she smirks pushing her hair backwards.

"Sure why not" I smile blushing again.

"I love you" she says waiting for a reply.

"Do u want me to drop you off?"I said breaking the eye contact trying to change the subject.

"Yea... Sure" she says with a sharp tone, she's pissed.

The car ride was silent, she was mad I guess I dunno, its too fast what does she expect? to tell her I love her and that she's the perfect girl? I've known sasha my entire life but I've always thought of her as a friend until last night.

We've reached her house. I turn off the car waiting for her to say something and I know she's waiting for me too.

I place my hand on her cheek, rubbing it gently.

" I really like you sasha,I do. I hate it when u get mad at me. I'm sorry I didnt mean to hurt your feelings, but I'm just not ready yet and I get it if you feel guilty about yesterday, we took that decision.."

"Ssshh dont say another word" finally she turns around to face me. I glance her blue pure eyes shinning, tears are coming down quickly.

"I'd never regret a night like that, especially with you" I wipe all her tears away placing a kiss on her lips, a gentil kiss. I can feel electricity all over the place. but I didnt get to feel butterflies in my tummy,I think thats a feeling only beth could give me.

Sasha climbed out of the car with a smile on her face. It's about 1 in the afternoon, I realized my phone was off. when I turn it on I find messages from my mom about tons of them, few from my friends and two from beth..wait Beth? why would she text me?

*Sorry about this whole missunderstanding, dont be mad at me I beg you, I'll explain everything just give me a chance to, text me back please*

*hey you didnt reply to my last message, just wondering if your okay... I've called you millions of times but ur phone was off, call me back please*

I decided to call her back and listen to her atleast once, she did hurt me but maybe there is an explanation? or is this a trape? oh fuck I dont care I'll just call her.

*hello*

*hey bethanie*

*Jacob im so happy u called back*

*I need an explanation*

* I cant tell u on the phone , can you come over?*

* I ain't fallin for ur trap bethanie, I'll go and find leo there*

* No he isnt here I promise*

* I dont trust you *

* Fine I'll come to your place*

*My folks house? nah I haven't seen them since 2 days and am not planning to*

* Where have u been?*

* Mind ur own bisness*

* I care for you Jacob*

* Sure u do. Let's just meet at the park beside my place, see you there*

Before she could say anything I hung-up. I'm really pissed at her, I hope she got a good explanation ready cause I wont forgive her that easily.

Comparing bethanie to sasha, sasha is way better. She's sensitive and pure... she makes me smile. while bethanie lied to me although she promised not to but she still gives me those feelings that I cant explain, ugh im so frustrated.

I look up to check my appearance,I look exhausted. It's been a while since I made love thats probably the reason.

I stop at my house to change my clothes again. I wore a black hoddie, a GAP one, with tight white pants,I even brushed my teeth, fixed my hair and added perfume, hugo, my favorite.

Now that I'm ready I can go meet bethanie.