chapter 05

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*skips school aka the burning pits of hell*

Alexis pov(A/N i almost spelled the name wrong. fail.)

I walked in after the very fast pace running I did trying to get away from the "plastics." I get to my humble brick home. The place I THOUGHT was safe. boy I was wrong. After seeing the blonde hair of my neighbor I run to my room hearing my best friend's mother calling me, her voice calming me soothingly. I run straight up to my room which was the Hood's spare room. Ever since I moved there since the accident that claimed my parent's lives that empty spacious room had become mine. I ran very fast tears streaming down my face as I grab my old friend. The razor. I then thought that I shouldn't make any decision in haste so I decide to scroll through my twitter page. Little did I know that was one of my biggest mistakes other than meeting the "plastics." i call them that. SHOUT OUT TO MEAN GIRLZZZZZ! I laugh crazy thoughts and continue to look at what people were saying about me. they all said

"whore"

"slut"

"go kill yourself no one even cares or wants you.

tears still running down my face i grab my blade and draws cuts along my arm feeling soothed with the blood slowly dripping down my arm. That's when I started saying "one for Luke"
"One for Ashton"
"One for Michael"
"One for not being perfect"
"One for being ugly"
"One for being fat"
"One for love that I don't deserve"
I hear voices get louder and the calmed voices that were quiet then got turned into shouting and threats to break down the door. before I blacked out the last thing I remember was some one shaking me and saying "did I do this?"
I know that voice.
And yes, yes you did.

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