Bullied and in love with Luke hemmings

He returned

(A/N that picture melted my heart and I hope it melted yours to because all of you are beautiful and don't let the haters affect you because they are just jealous if anything like that is happening with you I'm all ears (but I talk a lot too) so dm anytime......i can't always reply right away but I will reply)

Alexis's P.O.V

i saw a person that I.......love but, I love him and he loves me.. at least i think. For him to see me in this state, it may crush him.

I get outta my thoughts(get out get out get outta my head XD) when i see a strong gaze from chocolatey brown eyes that can make anyone melt, and that i can recognize anywhere, anytime.

"matthew" i manage to say barely above a whisper but loud enough for them to her. By them I mean Calum, Matthew and Ashley. I haven't seen Matthew since the accident.

*FLASHBACK*(still alexis P.O.V)
"Hello?" I pick up my phone that was playing the the toopy and binoo theme song.
"Hi can I please talk to alexis Collins?"
The other person hmmmmmmm maybe feminine?
"Yes it's her speaking"(that sounds so frickin professional)
"Well um I'm kinda calling with some bad news that is regarding Mr. Matthew Espinosa," she took a pause as I felt my heart shatter and my stomach churn even though I didn't eat anything.
"He has amnesia (@smilelaughfly) and doesn't remember anyone else but himself and his family (parents siblings aunts uncles that's all) so sorry but he does keep murmuring your name in his sleep" Said trying to brighten up the mood.
I drove to the hospital address she gave me as fast as I could and didn't care that I was in my onsie dinosaur pyjamas.
"Matthew Espinosa" I said fastly to the front desk lady.
"Room 372"she replied very nicely.
I didn't even bother to thank her because I was running to see him❤️.
I was panting heavily as I run into the room and see his mom holding his hand talking to him.
"I'll give you to some time" his mother said quietly.
"Ummmmmmmmmmm hey Matthew what's up?" I sid's very awkwardly poking at his facial cheeks that were very pale in colour screw that they didn't even look like any colour.
" do I even know you I'm sorry......?"
Those words broke my heart. I had tear-brimmed eyes and I wanted to just cuddle and watch horror movies with Matt like how we used to.
*FLASHBACK OVER*
Mathew was holding my hand saying
"I'm so sorry
I'm such an idiot
Please forgive me
I can't believe I ever did that
I don't deserve you" over and over until I bear hugged him. I was close to breaking down in tears but no I'm a strong girl I can't cry.
"I remember you......can we try again?" He asked with that stupid cheeky grin I wanted to slap off.
It bothered me that he think we would be okay after all that he put me through but at the same time I used to love him or ..... maybe I still do?
HEY READERS WHAT DO YOU THINK IMMA DO SINCE I GOT SOME FEELINGS FOR CALLY AND MATTCHU?
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