Arcane Headcanons and more!

(READ WARNINGS!) A short concept

Lately i've been working on my new Arcane OC that will be Silco's boyfriend.

So I decided... why not write this angsty idea i came up with for them?

Episode 9 of Arcane... but we add River (the OC.)

For a quick insight since i haven't introduced him yet:

River, He/Him (With slight liking for They/Them) around the same age as Silco only a little younger, grew up with the idea of a perfect Zaun after meeting Silco, and after a while- River starting to work for him as well- they fell in love.

Silco trusts him and loves him honestly, and so does River to him. They have their issues and especially issues with trust- but they do really love each other and have proven to each other that it's all true.

So anyway... here we go!

⚠️MAJOR CW
Svicide is mentioned and heavily implied
Death and slight gore
Loss of a loved one
Arcane finale.

oh boy
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     He saw the rocket being fired from a mile away. And he knew what it was- who it was. What Jinx was planning on doing tonight- he knew.

    So once it was fired and he heard the very very distant scream, he got up and ran. He didn't throw his coat on, he didn't tell anyone where he was going- he stopped his search for Sevika and ran.

    He knew where it was too. Well, at least he assumed that's where it once since... well, wince he knew.

     He was paused in his tracks at the very distant light show that was the huge building in Piltover blown into bits. It was beautiful, and it made him smile. For the last time he smiled and it was SO wide.

     He knew peace couldn't work, not matter how much he also knew that war wasn't the best option either- but this... this was just too god damn beautiful.

     But he kept running until he got there. He ran around, looking for someone, "Jinx? Silco?!" He gently put his hand on his gun holster.

     When he ran in and saw the table, the mess, the blood- and the man in the chair at the end of the table. He didn't see perfectly, but he knew it was Silco, and he knew all of this mess was Jinx.

    "Silco!" He rushed over. His heart sank when he saw his head hanging, his lower body tied to the chair- his bullet wounds that bled oh so much all over.

    "S.... Silco...?" His eyes were wide. his entire body feel a rush of shock as he fell to his knees, looking up at him, "Hey... Hey, Silco? Oh god... OH GOD!" He cried out and took his face quickly, feeling how cold and stiff it was already, "o-oh my... oh my god."

    He was stuttering and shaking, gasping for air, barley able to process what was happening- but he knew.

    "Silco? Honey? Honey wake up... no, no, no..." he very gently tapped his face, until his hands were about to reach down and touch his wounds, just hovering over them with his now shakey hands.

     "No, NO! it can't be... it can't." He cried and his head fell into his lap, his hands gripping onto his arms, "what happened?" He kept in his sobbing the best he could but it just started to come out.

     He took his face again and just stared at him as he cried, unable to believe what was happening. He loved him, he loved him so much. He knew one day he might lose him but... not so soon. Not like this.

     Like what? He didn't even know what happened. But just- not this soon. Not now.

    "No... come back..." he desperately whined and hid in his lap again, "no..." he sobbed into him.

    Finally after a moment he froze, his crying coming to a stop and his head slowly lifting. It was jinx. She did this, didn't she?

    He wanted to be mad at her- he wanted to be able to scream and cry and have someone to blame- but it wasn't her fault. She wouldn't. She wouldn't do this and he KNEW that.

    Jinx was like a daughter to him. He couldn't take this out on her.

     Instead....
     He pulled his gun out of his holster.

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      I hope you enjoyed! If this is too intense or you have any problems- or positive feedback- about it- LET ME KNOW ! I promise i will listen and try my best to make sure we are all safe and happy!

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