Why do I try?

The honeymoon

It is the day before my wedding, oh my god I can't believe I am getting married. Is it bad that I am a little excited, I mean I am getting married to a very fine man and we got to be really close friends this past couple of weeks with our baby Alishia?  Jungkook and I also planned our honeymoon which will be in Los Angelos, California so I can see my family and of course, we are bringing our baby Alishia so she can see her 'family'. I finally got snapped out of my thoughts. 

"Y/n babe, I can't believe my best friend is getting married," Ren says crying and Taehyung is crying with her 

"Guys, it is a fake marriage," I say to them hugging them 

"Still, marriage" Taehyung says still bawling 

"Omo! Tae it will be okay" I say whipping his tears my friends and I are out eating lunch Jungkook decided to take Ali so I can hang out with my friends. 

"Y/n, I want to see my baby," Ren says whipping her tears and she was talking about  Alishia 

"Okay, I will call Jungkook," I say pulling out my phone, I forgot in public we gotta act like a couple even if our friends know it's fake. I start to call Jungkook. 

"Hello?" Jungkook says over the phone 

"Babe, Ren & Taehyung wants to see Alishia," I say to him 

"Okay, I  bring her there, where are y'all?" he asks me 

"Uhm, Gonlong cafe," I say to him 

"Alright babe, I will be there in 10 minutes," he says hanging up the phone and  I blush a little. 

I turn back to my friends, "Okay, he is bringing her over" I say to them and their faces light up

"YAY!! She gets to see her uncle Tae" Taehyung says even though he saw her two days ago 

"And her auntie Ren," Ren says jumping and down super excited. They both always are calling me to see Alishia because they became attached to her and not going to lie Jungkook and I have gotten attached to but we know in the end we have to give her up. Just thinking about giving her away makes me depressed. Ren and Taehyung were talking and I was in deep thought. Then I feel someone back hug me.

"Hey babe" I turn and see Jungkook smiling 

"Oh, hey, where is Ali?" I ask him smiling back 

"Oh, Ren and Taehyung snatched her as soon as I walked in the door," he says letting go of me and pointing at Ren and Taehyung playing with her.

"Oh okay, do you want some of my food?" I asked him because I was full and I didn't want the other half of my sandwich 

"Oh no, Ali and I ate before we came here," he says to me sitting down.

"Oh ok, well I will pack it up and take it home for later," I say starting to pack my food up 

"Are you excited about our wedding?" he asks smiling and winking at me and I blush

"Yeah, I mean our honeymoon is where some of my family is," I say excited because I haven't seen my mom's side of the family in 2 years

"I can't wait to meet them," he says to me smiling, Jungkook and I talk for a little while longer and I was thinking that Jungkook isn't shy around me but when we go to school he doesn't say a word it is weird except to me, Sueol, and En-tae but that is it. He did say he liked to be invisible, so I didn't question it. I looked at my phone and I see it was 6:00 pm and I have a wedding tomorrow. 

"Ren & Tae, we need to go give me Alishia," I say to them 

"Awww!! but I want her to stay longer" Taehyung whines