Why do I try?

California Girl

TRIGGER WARNING SEXUAL ASSAULT CONTENT, SUICIDAL TALK, DEPRESSION, AND PHYSICAL ABUSE 

We get to the airport and got on the plane Jungkook & I settle Alishia in her sit. My cousin De'Von is picking us up from the airport, I can't wait to see my cousin that is the same age as me. We are super close her name is Chantel. I was thinking about all the things we were going to do and I ended up drifting off to sleep. 

 Jungkook POV: 

I looked over at Y/n to talk to her but she was sleeping, I figured because she had a long day because of the wedding and all. She probably thought my vows to her were fake they were not I told myself I was never going to fall in love because I think I don't deserve it but Y/n, she has a very different way of thinking which is interesting and made me love her but I am scared I am way out of her league. I noticed she was having a nightmare and I hugged her she eased into the hug and said "Thank you, I love you" I knew she wasn't talking about me but I shrugged it off and kissed her forehead. One day I will tell you but not now. 

Y/n POV: 

I woke up to someone shaking me, I opened my eyes and my eyes stung, I looked in the mirror and my cheeks were puffy & my eyes were red. 

"Jungkook, did I cry last night," I said to him while he was taking out baby Alishia 

"Yes, you did because you were having a nightmare, but come on your cousin is waiting," he says to me helping me up 

"Oh okay," I say not even remembering my own nightmare. We get out of the plane and I see LA it was beautiful we decided to stay at my cousin's mansion her parents were billionaires in LA. We walk out and I don't see my cousin and then I hear. 

"Ayo Cuz!" I see De'Von coming up to me he is about 19 years old now 

"De'Von!" I say running to jump and hug him 

"How have you been cuz," he says holding my hands 

"I have been good," I say to him while he is looking at me because I have changed since the last I saw him but then he lands on my ring.

" What is that Hwang Saleisha Y/n," he says to me in my full name 

"Oh, I am married with a kid and it is Jeon Y/n now," I say to him 

"Honey, you left me with Alishia" Jungkook runs up and says 

"Oh, so you are her husband," De'Von says  looking Jungkook up and down 

"Oh, yes nice to meet you De'Von, Y/n speaks very highly of you," I say to him shaking his had 

"Ok, cuz let's go see your Auntie Mariah," he says to me because that is the house I am staying at, I start jumping up & down and got in the car. When we were driving De'Von was asking Jungkook a lot of questions which is understandable, De'Von was very protective over me, especially after what happened two years ago.

"Okay, how about your parents?" De'Von asks Jungkook and Jungkook freezes and looks at me in horror because he was reliving the past of the hell hole. 

"De, I think that is enough," I say to him looking at him not to pry  

"Naw, cuz, a man's parents are important," he says and I looked at him mouthing tell him the bare minimum and I hold his hand.

"Uhm, my dad is a very successful businessman in Korea and my mom is a drug addict," Jungkook says on the verge of tears

"Oh my bad cuz, shouldn't have tried to get you to tell, you seem like a good dude," De'Von says with sympathy