HEY GUYS IK ITS BEEN LIKE A WEEK BUT YA GIRL BEEN HELLA BUSY NGL
rue was supposed to hang out wimme but we stopped at fez house n guess what...
while i was in the bathroom i walk out n this BITCH LEFT ME
i swear sometimes it's so annoying being rues friend
anyways now i'm stuck here looking hella stupid sitting on this couch awkwardly
ashtray walked out of his room once..saw me rolled his eyes n stomped back to his room
wtf did i even do to this nigga
anyways enough of that i finally called rue after an hour of me waiting for her
tell me why this bitch didn't answer n instead texted 30 minutes later saying she wasn't gonna come back
what a great friend she is..
fez said "u should go see what ur bf is up too since u obviously got time" he tried to joke
at this point i was pissed off enough n didn't have the energy to argue
i jus sighed got up n creeped to ashtrays room.
i saw faye in the kitchen bent over
i quickly looked away n walked a bit quicker to ash room
i knock slowly n said "ash could i um come in" i said almost immediately regretting it
i started to run away when i heard him open his door n say "yea come in"
i did NAWT expect that
i turned around in embarrassment knowing he saw me jus try to run away
"aight thanks" is all i said
once i walked in i sat on the edge of his bed very awkwardly
he jus walked past me n plopped on his bed causing me to jump
"bro why u acting brand new" is all he said before looking down at his phone
i got a bit more comfy n jus sat there looking at my phone pretending to look busy when i was really jus pressing random numbers on the calculator
the girls that get it get it🤷🏾♀️
i finally loosened up because i was very tense n decided to try n start a convo
"so..." i said more awkwardly than intended
"so?" ashtray said looking at me with a puzzled expression
"how's...DRUGS" i blurted out on accident quickly covering my mouth
ashtray snickered at first then it turned into a full on laughing session
i couldn't even be mad at the fact that he was laughing at me because his laugh was the most gorgeous laugh i've ever seen
when i tell u i literally almost folded
he needs to smile n laugh more often because phew-
why am i thinking like this
while i get lost in my thoughts ashtray finally stops laughing n jus looks at me
"u done laughing?
i say quite firmly even tho i jus got lost in his eyes
would never tell him that tho
it might get into his head (jus like that red dot😍😍) n make him even more cocky than he alr is
