[an]
HEY GUYS. sorry for jus now posting this part today was really busy for me because it was the first day back at school since spring break. but anyways hope y'all enjoy
it's been about a week since all of that went down n i haven't been since.
it was so embarrassing for me especially because i let my guard down which i NEVER do.
i was hanging with rue today but OF COURSEEEE she wants me to go to the store. why do i even bother with her😭.
she forced me to tag along even after i told her what happened . she didn't care tho because she only cares ab when she needs drugs which can be hella frustrating at times.
i didn't wanna jus leave her tho because unlike her i wasn't selfish n didn't wanna jus ditch her.
[an] y'all bold don't forget 🫶🏾
"rue stop playin wimme i told u i don't wanna go bro"
"it couldn't have been THAT bad" rue stated.
"how would u know u weren't even there bruh" i said flashbacks hitting me from that embarrassing ass day
"i didn't have to be to know ur exaggerating"
"bro black people get on my nerves fr" i said hinting at rue.
"yeah ok" she said n left it at that as she kept walking to fez store
time jump n we made it to the store after another 5 minutes or so
"rue please lemme stay outside" i said remembering what maddy did the week before
"yeah yeah"
i scoffed at her as she walked away desperate for drugs
"hey fez" i said plopping down next to him
"yo wsg kid" fez said slurring obviously high like always
i jus chuckled n we sat in a comfortable silence before fez said the dumbest shit id ever heard of u ask me
"ash is back there" fez said
i jus looked at him crazy before saying "ok?"thinking that was all
boy was i wrong..
"i jus thought you'd wanna see ur boyfriend before u left"
y'all lemme tell u when my mouth dropped it dropped
like all the way to the pits of hell dropped
"yo fez that might be the dumbest shit i've ever heard" i said looking hella shocked
he jus laughed while i sat there confused
i mean ash is hot.. like REALLY hot but he's n asshole n there's only so much i can take
"yea no absolutely not i'm going inside" i said walking away from fez still confused asf
see i always thought the stupidest shit came out of fez mouth but that was by far the worst
i mean "liking ash???" i thought out loud accidentally
i quickly covered my mouth even tho no one was there to hear me
i went back to where ash was to look for rue but i didn't see her.
i went to ash n said "where tf rue go"
"she ditched u" was all he said
i was surprised he didn't make a joke out of it considering yk.. he hated me??
"bro wtf i didn't even see her ass walk out"
i was starting to get pissed off at how selfish rue could be sometimes
like i would never leave her if it was me
i sighed n looked hella pissed when ash said
"be careful u might start steaming in ur ears" he cracked thinking it was the funniest shit he ever said
i jus stood there like "🧍🏾♀️" as he continued laughing his ass off
ngl his laugh was like the prettiest thing i'd ever seen (javons laugh>>>>>>)
once he finally stopped laughing he noticed something happening n tightened up
i turned around n c*l jacobs was walking around the store looking hella sus
n then i remembered fez fucked n*te up on new years n got worried thinking cal knew
"yo ash i-"
"stfu up" he cut me off coming close to me n putting his finger over my mouth
he watched the interaction happen closely n c*l was asking hella questions
i thought out loud "he definitely knows"
ash looked at me confused n then he must've remembered new years because then he facepalmed
c*l dug his hand into his pocket n ash quickly rushed to a cereal box
"hey ash ik this is stressful but maybe don't be tryna stuff yo mo- oh." i say as i watch him pull his gun out of the box
he gives me a death stare but it softens when c*l pulls out money n walks out.
i breath a sigh of relief out loud n ash says "bro stop breathing wit that fucking hot breath"
"ok wannabe 4"11 gangsta" i say walking out flicking him off
im 5'2 n ash is clearly taller than me by a few inches but i still use it cuz he's small for his age
fez then continues his dumbass words by saying "arguing wit ya bf?"
i look at him flick him off as he laughs n walk out of the store
idk what to do wit fez sometimes 🤦🏾♀️
[an]
again y'all i'm sorry for this taking so long but don't be silent readers i like hearing from people n replying😁
we didn't quite reach 1000 words but it's pretty close so ima end it here bye y'all🫶🏾
