I woke up the morning after
wondering
wondering what had completely happened
wondering what had been said
My whole body ached and I wasn't sure why
I was covered in bruises from my head down to my toes
it made me want to cry
they fucking hurt
was I sober? no, but I'd try
he showed me the videos
I stopped in my tracks, I was stumbling over my own toes
he had heard my cries
I yelled and cried about my bio mom not being around
I cried about every simple sound
I threw myself to the ground
This didn't happen
If I can't remember a piece of this, it didn't happen..
I was singing let her go by passenger
He didn't have it on video, I just know it by memory
and I didn't sing it graciously..
I'll let myself get drunk again
it's the only way away from stress
even if it does make the room spin
and made me make the place a mess
