Am I begging to be caught?
All my fears and all my tears
Are lurking through the dark
I don't want the attention
Yet my drunk self or my alter ego yearns for it
I'll never be the same person again
every experience changes me in a way I can't explain
I get stronger somehow.. through all the pain
And it's because of you
And all the tears you've brought me through
I've gotten stronger
I guess thanks to you mother
that's one thing I can thank you for
but you're always hiding behind a closed door
and I can never get to you
so I'm lost
I don't want to be found
