Heartstopper Oneshots !

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Warnings:
Angst
Breakup
Character(s) Suicide

Requested by LeadPencils

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This may not be exactly what the person asked for so apologies if it isn't what you were thinking, I can write more angst though since I'm kinda about to get really into this. Also, be warned, I plan to make this pretty triggering Though I don't think anything like it would ever happen in the comic! My cat made a major decision for this chapter.. so thank her for the saddest part. I'm not very good at angsty stuff, so this is the best I could really do!

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"Trust me, Nick, It's better this way." Nick was in a panic, his actions fueled by immense worry and confusion. "Charlie- Please! Can we talk this out or something?" Charlie went to walk away. Nick grabbed his hand, a worried look on his face. "Charlie, please, can you please just listen to me?" Charlie pulled his hand away, turning around to walk away again. "Nick. I'm leaving." Nick went silent for a moment, staring at the other. "I just want to help you- why don't you understand that? You don't need to talk to me about your problems if you don't want to, but that doesn't mean you need to cut me out of your life completely without an explanation!" He teared up a bit, clenching his fists. "Honestly I would rather you dump a bunch of stuff onto me than leave me! You're so important to me, you mean so much- and... I just, I don't understand. Why won't you just let me be here for you?" Charlie looked down at the ground, then turned back to Nick. He felt tears building up as he looked at his now, ex-boyfriend. "Nick... I just- I can't. I know you want to help me, but I just can't." Nick stared at him, tears beginning to pour. "What do you mean you can't?! You're just leaving? Boom, Just like that? I've tried so hard- To be there, to help you. What am I doing wrong? Am I doing too much? Because if I am, god. Just tell me and I'll try to relax!" He shouted as he wiped his face, trying to calm down. "Sorry." He took a deep breath in an attempt to collect himself. "Please, Nick. Just- Let it go." Nick felt himself beginning to tear up again, walking over to Charlie. "Can I at least have one last hug?" He sounded defeated, like he was about ready to give up everything for just a hug. He felt like his whole world was caving in, like he was drowning in 2000 tons of sand as he slowly lost his breath. Charlie nodded slightly, right as he nodded Nick wrapped his arms around him. It felt like how it did when he first realized his feelings, but now it was mixed with grief and hurt. It felt like he was grasping onto his last breath. But he knew he had to let go, so he did. "I love you." Those were his last words to his beloved. Nick wasn't sure if he regretted those words or not. He felt as if he should've done something more. It was too late now. He was gone. What else could he do? There was nothing to do but wait. Wait until his time eventually came. All he could do was grieve until he was somehow taken out of the hell he now called life. He sat there in his bed, the curtains closed with the lights off. He hadn't been outside in weeks, and he didn't plan on going out anytime soon. He didn't even plan to come out of his room. He had probably lost about 15 pounds within the last three weeks since he'd only eaten just the bare minimum that he needed to simply breath and have his blood continue to pump through his veins. Nick felt himself growing more and more restless through the upcoming weeks. He could barely sleep. The only thing he could focus on was his own grief, and the fact that he should've done better for the person that he loved so dearly. Eventually, that grief took over. Nick took his own life.
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Two boys commit suicide within the span of about 2 and a half months, leading some to believe that these two cases are somehow connected. Coming back to this later on Sky News.