☄️chapter 28:I'm sorry, Chifuyu☄️
I couldn't sleep at all last night. I couldn't stop thinking about Baji and remembering his smile over and over again. He was a great guy, most generous person I know. Then one thought hit hard as a rock on my head: damn, Chifuyu's probably feeling like shit. Is this the reason he stopped calling me out of a sudden. I had to know how he is. So I got up earlier than the others and got dressed with the most basic clothes I could find in my bag. I put a black hoodie on and the hood on my head. Then I left Jujutsu Tech meeting Nanami on the gate, who was coming for work early as usual. Thanks to him I found Chifuyu's shop address.
The moment I saw his face thru the glass I was ready to throw up. Not in a bad way, I just felt so bad for him. Looking at his face this wasn't the Chifuyu I know. His smile fainted, his skin was pale, eyes tired and body skinny. He was holding a dog in his hands and was putting food in his plate, when he finally noticed my presence. I walk inside the shop and put my hood down, then we look eyes. Chifuyu needed a minute to recognise me, but when he did..he gave me a very weak, almost fake smile.
"Hey, y/n, I didn't know you're coming back", he said to me and continued to hold that smile, even tho he wasn't happy at all, "it's nice to see ya after so many years, how are you doing?".
"The question is..how are you doing, Chifuyu?", I return his question with another question. He now black haired guy let the smile go away and looked down at his feet. I could feel the sad aura around his now weak body.
"I'm living, but..it feels like I don't have a purpose no more", he started to explain, "the girl I love moved to Italy and not long after I lost my best friend. It's like life doesn't have love to offer me, you know?", he clinched his fists and squeezing his eyes trying not to let the tears go down his face, "he died in my arms and I couldn't help him. The same was with you, you just left me..then I realised it was not going to work out anyway. Baji looked me in the face, while he was dying. Tell me, y/n, is that fair? Everything I loved was taken away from me, everyone I loved I now gone".
Finally he broke out in tears. I move closer to him and I hugged him letting him cry on my shoulder for a while. I think he really needed to say all of that, he was holding it for way too long. He squeezed my hoodie and buried his face in my neck. At least the smell of his cologne was still the same.
"I'm sorry, Fuyu, for leaving you to deal with all of this alone", I whispered next to his ear and I patted his back, "and I'm sorry you had to go thru this", I said.
"It's not your fault, you know. You had no choice and even if you had, you can't save him anyway, you can't turn back times", he finally pulled out and wiped his tears, "I'm glad that you are here now. For how long?".
"I'll be here for a while".
Yes, everything changed after I got away, but at least the people I love are the same. Chifuyu, even after losing his best friend, is still the same kind soul that he always was. We talked for a while and I think now he feels better.
After finding Chifuyu I wanted to find Hanma, but I found out he has a girlfriend now, so I decided not to interfere and make the girl feel uncomfortable, because of me.
There is really nothing compared to love. It's an insane feeling, a real one, which makes you do the most stupid things. Sometimes love leads to hate, sometimes leads to friendship, and sometimes it stays forever. In my case at the end the only one, who stayed was Chifuyu and I was glad he's the one. Returning back to Japan was the best decision I've ever made and I missed my friends. Growing up around weird things, weird jobs and weird people wasn't easy for sure and at the beginning I was wondering what is like to live normal life, but now I realise that I don't wanna know. This is my life full with interesting people, different personas and habits. I, myself, am not a normal person.
Thanks to this weirdness I have a family, who loves me, friends by my side and Chifuyu, who accepted me for who I am. I was stupid, I was foolish to believe there was someone else for me, when the person born to be in my life was there from the start. Chifuyu liked me for who I am, accepted my family, my friends and my cursed energy. He loved me for me, not for my body, not for my money, not for anything, so after 2 more years living in Japan..I married him. That was a story about how 3 attentive guys fought over me in high school and the best one actually won. Don't make my mistake and choose wisely, when you're young. Chose the one, who can accept you with your weirdness and curses.A/n-I had to do 2 bonus chapters, since Chifuyu is my favourite character and I wanted him to win. The original ending y/n is alone and she moves to Italy, this ending is more for me and for all the Chifuyu fans. ❤️❤️
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