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~CHAPTER ELEVEN~

Memory means the ability to retain or recall past events. It also means the faculty by which a mind or machine stores or remembers information.

Taehyung was sitting in his bedroom looking at picture of his lovely husband on the wall. He remembers his husband died the day jun born before seeing his son he was dead as if it was yesterday.

He still miss him, dream about him and admire him. But he left for him a beautiful gift which it's the most beautiful and precious gift for him is it his baby son JUN.

He is single father but it's blessing for him. God gave him a beautiful son to be his inspiration to move on in his life but still he didn't move on as he still loves his late husband so much.

Some people are longing to have a child and even willing to pay huge amount for surrogate mother because they are not lucky to have their own child even they are very rich and famous.

But taehyung is different he always thank God sent him a beautiful precious gift and he's very happy to have it.

He only just focusing on his baby, is the very best thing that he do, realized that jun is very enough for him to be happy and enjoy life. Because he is yours and nobody can take jun away from him.

Taehyung and his husband was married one year including seven years of dating. When someone who was part you of your life for a long time is suddenly gone, it's as if half of your body was ripped away and that's what taehyung felt.

He constantly feel like a new amputee who reflexively reaches out to grasp a glass or a doorknob only to remember that his arm is missing.

If he sees something funny or interesting his first thoughts is that he can't wait to share with his husband, then he remember that he can't.

"I miss you so much honey" taehyung whisper softly not wanting to wake up his baby son who is sleeping on his lap peacefully.

"Jun will he be happy without you"

"Would I live without seeing junny happy"

"Only God knows what waiting for us happy or sad"

~JEON MANSION~

Well, jeon's are worry about somi. She has changed herself since this week. She stopped smiling, complimenting about everyone outfits, eat at alist two spoons, stays always in her room, stops sleeping with her father which makes jungkook felt sad and it really makes jeon's really worry about her. So today will ask her and now they're in living room waiting for her to come down with her aunt nayeon.

Somi enter the living room hunging her head down with her aunt.

"Princess come here" jungkook said patting on his lap, somi take slowly steps and sit on her father lap.

"What happened to you princess?" Jungkook lift her face up and seeing small tears coming from her eyes.

"Why are you crying princess?" He whipped her tears but still they're falling and he still whipping it.

"Dada, in my school everyone were chatting about the next month as it is mothers days....." somi stopped talking as she was breathing while tears are falling from her pretty eyes.

"They said to me to bad you don't ha--ve a m---other as your mo---ther is s--- sl*t who ch--eat back of y---our fa--t-her" as they heard what somi said it makes them feeling sad.

Somi was sobbing but stopped as she felt something like water fell on her hand. She lift up her eyes to see her father crying silently.

"I am bad girl look I make my dada cry" somi thought, put her hands on her father's shoulders.