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~CHAPTER TWELVE~

It's been four days since taehyung didn't came out of his room, didn't even touched his plates which every days jin and minju bring for him. Kim's were are really worry about his health, the mansion was giving the vibe of sadness even dahyun tried to the elders laugh, but it wasn't changing anything for them without their bear smile everything for them is sadness.

It takes a long time to learn to live after the death of someone as important to us a spouse. It's been two years for taehyung, still he get teary. When he lost his husband. His life got turned upside down, all his shared dreams were destroyed and the person he was with him is gone.

Deep inside he still hope that somehow and someday he will get him. The moments he had with him, still it's makes taehyung miss him and he will keep reminding about his husband and will keep forcing him to think his husband, wanted him more.

Mrs.kim can't hold not seeing her dear son face. So she choose finally to talk to him about the marriage proposal. She doesn't want her son to stay alone all his live without any happiness.

She enter without not knocking the door, saw her son sitting on the bed and gazing at his laps with broken face, jun was taking nap next to his father.

She sigh sadly, before walking to her son, sat on the bed next to her broken and skinny son. Which deeply pained her and she would choose to take the pain of her son if she could. "How are you bear?" Jessica asked.

Taehyung look at his mother with broken eyes, but slightly smile formed on his lips. "Am fine eomma"

"Tae take care of yourself. Your looking so skinny and you didn't eat for four days" taehyung responded by nodding his head as yes.

"Am here to ask you about the marriage proposal son"

"Eomma, it's disrespect to my deceased spouse and past relationship to think remarry to someone else" taehyung said.

"But it's right to restart your life after some mishaps"

Taehyung replied by saying. "This is a total bullshit and basically I don't support remarriage"

"And I don't want to forget him...I still love him eomma"

Mrs.kim spoke after long silence. "It's hard losing a loved one, it's okay to move on and take the memories with you...you don't forget them...but you have to let go because if you don't you won't be able to move forward in your life bear"

"You supposed to move in and live your best life without him. While you hold him in your heart as you do to everyone else because there's a plenty to room...there will come a day when you will stop thinking about him for a moment or many"

She caressed taehyung's cheek lovingly. "Think about your jun future, you also and forget somi future"

He smile this time a really one, as his mind travels and remind every part of somi face. He admitted he loves her like his own daughter. Every times he glance at jun he will remember somi innocent doe eyes just like her father which craving for him.

Mrs.kim patted her son shoulder softly. "You know yoona told me...somi hadn't eat anything till now and she will denying it"

Taehyung's face went from a shock to sadness and a tear slide down his cheek without unknowingly. Mrs.kim observed her son face and understand he's hurt to hear it, she says. "She's still waiting your for decision"

He felt a tug in his heart when he heard it. Now tears is sliding more from those passionate and general positive green eyes.

"Eo-m-ma if I de-ny my somi wo-uld be more sa-d. Right?" Taehyung trembled asked. Mrs.kim reply by nodding her head and placing warm kiss on her son forehead.