The Nerd's Idiot

Farewell

Killua founding himself blushing everyday of this week. Always finding cute little notes and roses in his locker and not just everyday. There would be ones for the morning and one after lunch and one for the end of the day. Killua found himself looking forward to these cute notes. Nick found himself highly irritated especially when Killua found the first one. He opened his locker, gasping in awe as he picked up the beautiful delicate blue rose. He immediately turned to Nick to thank him, only for Gon to be passing by stating there's a note. Killua blinked in confusion that being the first word Gon spoke to him since that whole janitors closet thing. Killua picked up the note more curious then anything.

Hey Cotton ball. I know this doesn't begin to make up for the words I said. But I am so sorry for the way I have hurt you and I hope one day you can find it in yourself to forgive me.

Killua's entire face was red when he read the words Cotton ball. Embarrassment welling up in his chest but also his heart seeming to flutter. Killua gently placed the note in his bag and took his books out, carrying the rose around, reassuring Nick that Gon was just apologizing. Nick couldn't believe his eyes. Killua was surpised the first two days by the notes arrivals. All their words playing in his head like a sweet Melody.

Hey cutie.
It's me again, I just really want you to know, I am once again so sorry. And you look cute today

Hey Kil. You the Hermione to my Ron. P.S I am sorry

Day 2:

Cotton ball, did I mention I am very deeply sorry for all the words I said? Because I am. You deserved so much better than that. And I promise I will make it up to you every day.

Did you know your eyes sparkle when you happy? Well I can't wait to look into those beautiful eyes and I am feel horrible I ever caused those eyes to not shine like the sapphire beauties they are.

Guess it's the end of the day huh? Can't wait to see you tomorrow. You and that cute smile. That cute smile I will apologize to, til the day I die.

Day 3:

Please stop looking so cute. My heart can't take it. My heart also aches at the way it caused my sunshine such pain.

I finally read that book you told me to. I know it doesn't seem relevant but I just had to let you know that I thought Song of Achilles was so amazing and I would love to hear your adorable rants about it. P.S I am still extremely sorry.

You probably tired of these, but you need to know that I am just so sorry I hurt you. And I hope you can forgive me. Cutie.

Killua smiled at the letter. And sniffed his Rose smiling to himself like an idiot. He didn't expect this many letters, hell he was pretty sure he would stop. But he kept every single letter and placed each rose in a vase that now sits in his room. Nick was beyond himself. He already knew he lost, yet he didn't wish to admit it to himself. His heart was pained to know that by the end of this week, Killua would be gone. But he kept the facade of a smile on his face for as long as he could. Ensuring they could maybe ride out the last of this happiness. "You know already don't you?" Kurapika said to Nick on the third day before lunch. Nick gave Kurapika a pained smile as he nods. "And so did you." Nick states. Kurapika gives Nick a nod and a sympathy smile. Nick bites his lip. "You helped didn't you?"