My lord || ThomaTo

XI

Chapter eleven (11)
(A/n: WARNING. LAST CHAPTER. the photos different BECAUSE I started playing project sekai like 2 hours ago LMAOAOA it's a lot easier than I thought. ANYWAYS. Special chapter since I never upload 💪)

⚠️ BTW this chapter will be extreme angst and there's going to be suicide or attempted suicide, so I'll leave a warning when it starts and ends, feel free to skip. BUT GOOD ENDING I PROMISE.

Thoma POV:
Tears fall from my eyes as I replay the conversation over and over in my head.

Is that really true?

I've always stayed by the Kamisato family's side. I was even offered a chance to quit my job, to go out and get something done in life. But I stayed.

Of course it's only natural that someone would feel the way Ayato did when they get clung to like that.

But I can't bring myself to believe it.

My favourite person.. hates me suddenly?

I've known Ayato for many years, there's no way he'd randomly switch up on someone like that. He's not one for cruel jokes, and certainly isn't sarcastic, so.. there must seriously be something else going on.

Because it can't be true, can it?

He doesn't hate me.

He wouldn't.

As soon as I realise that he really does hate me, I bury my face in my hands and sob.

I cry loudly, because there's nobody around, and, well because I'm not an ugly crier, but I shut my eyes and sob for a good 4 minutes before I hear my door forced open.

"Thoma! Thoma... hey.. are you alright?"

I don't look up out of embarrassment but I hear a familiar voice and feel a hand begin to stoke my back.

"Hey, I'm guessing that the same thing happened to you." She sighs.

I look up and see her face, she smiles at me but there are streaks of makeup running down her face, and her eyes are red and puffy.

"What..?"

"Ayato. He told me some.. things."

"What are you talking about?"

Ayaka explains slowly everything that her brother said to her, it's almost the exact conversation I had with him.

"It rally is strange though. My brother never acts like this." She sniffles, wiping her eyes.

She motions that she's going to go and get something, and leaves the room.

I look at myself in my mirror, I look horrible.

Just then, Ayaka screams and I hear the sound of someone falling to the floor.

⚠️ TW FROM THE START OF THE CHAPTER ⚠️

I run out of the room as fast as I can, and sprint down the hallway.

Ayaka's kneeled on the floor, screaming and crying.

"Ayaka! Ayaka! What's-"

I go closer to her and see a pool of blood on the floor.

"Ayaka! Holy- did you hurt yourself!?" I run over to check up on her but she's sitting in an awkward way, so that she's blocking the door.

"Hey, what are you doing, you need medical attention now!" I scold her, going to help her up.

"Thoma. I'm fine, go, 5 minutes." She manages to choke out.