Another Heart

Back home

"Starbucks?" Olivia asked. Leo gasped and debated if he wants Starbucks. I was in the front seat with my headphones on, ignoring the outside world. We were on our way to drop off our rental car, and we were heading to the airport.

"What does my girl want?" Olivia asked me. I look at her and shrugged.

"I don't really care" I muttered, looking down. Olivia sighed and gave me a side hug. Ever since I left, everything has been different. I have been feeling a little bit depressed lately and it has been killing me. After I said my goodbyes to Noah and leaving him there in front of the church like an idiot, I haven't seen him since.

Sure, I patched things with my sister but things don't feel the same. What about the girls? They are probably still mad at me. I'll admit, I am going to miss my sister and Noah's parents and his sister. Goodbyes break me and I hate them. It's like I don't know if I am ever going to see them again and that thought breaks me.

If I could go back in time and fix things, trust me I would. I had been a jerk this vacation, not just because of me being heartbroken, I was just jealous. My sister had a perfect life while mine was just shitty. She had a perfect, hot, and sweet fiancée and her parents loved her.

I never had a mom who was there for me when I first talked about my first crush or when I got my first period. Shit, I had no one. I had to walk all the way to my nearest gas station just to get pads and I didn't know how to use them. I learned though, thanks to the female cashier that kindly offered to help. Amara, of course got the help she needed. She got the princess treatment and well you can say, I got the peasant treatment.

Amara ignored me like I was a ghost when we were kids and recently she called me out of the blue for me to be the maid of honor to her wedding and of course, I fucked it up.

From now on, throw every wedding invitation away.

"Hunny, you have to stop feeling like this... didn't you already patch things up with your sister? so you are fine! We are going back home and you can finally cry in your shower while blasting Taylor swift!" Olivia said, holding my face in her hands.

"It's just.. even though I patched things up, everything has felt different. Amara isn't going to forget this and I still fucked it up and I can't go back in time and fix it... what's in the past already happened" I said, tears forming in the brim of my eyes.

"Leo, remind me to throw away ever wedding invitation including Olivia's" I said, fixing my hoodie so it can cover my face more.

"You are definitely coming to my future wedding! And speaking of weddings.." Olivia said, looking at Leo while smirking.

"What now? I'm done talking about boys!" I groaned, covering my face in my hands.

"I'm engaged!" Leo said, holding his hand to show a sparkling diamond ring on his finger. Olivia squealed and I smiled brightly.

"Wow, Leo! I'm so happy for you!" I said, hugging him. Leo thanked me and gave me a serious look.

"You better get out of your emo phase and you are coming to my wedding! Even if I have to drag your ass out of your house or work" Leo said, crossing his arms.

"I'm going to ruin it though!" I said, shaking my head.

"You don't ruin anything! You are my best friend, and you are coming! You have no choice!" Leo said, slapping my shoulder. Olivia nodded, agreeing with Leo. "You aren't going to ruin anything! Plus, we are gay! So don't worry"

"I will keep an eye on her the whole night that way in case she sneaks out" Olivia said, winking at Leo playfully.

"Okay, you are my bridesmaid and security guard" Leo said, snickering.