Childhood Of Amanda

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Amanda sat at her kitchen table, silent. Her parents realized that she wasn't ever happy, Amanda was depressed it's an effect of cancer. Amanda reads the same book, watches the same movies, and listened to the same music, everyday since December 15. The 9 year old child didn't know how to deal with a mental illness. She ended up getting so depressed, she started cutting 2 per day. At school she was bullied because of her "wire". She went to school everyday feeling like the lonely leaf on the ground getting trampled on every minute of the day. She was covered in bruises and scars from her horrific memories from her cancer school days. Amanda became stressed, depressed, and angry. She sat on her Mickey Mouse bedspread, cutting herself, tying ropes to her hands, and worst of all, pointing a gun towards the inside of her mouth. Amanda cried everyday for 4 hours straight. Amanda started to not eat, she wanted to turn skinny to impress her "friends". She was becoming more and more anorexic by the day. Amanda didn't wanna live this life anymore so she attempted suicide.

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