Oh, Calamity . . . (Jalex)

5

Alex p.o.v.

Jack had raised his head, bringing his gaze to mine.

as i looked into his deep brown eyes, i could remember why i held onto the thought of him for so long.

i burst into a wave of sobbing and fell into him, standing with my head against his chest for a moment before he finally wrapped his arms around my body. he rubbed my back and rested his head on mine, speaking calming words to me.

after a few minutes i settled down a bit and pulled away, looking own at the ground. i won't be able to look at his eyes for a while.

"Lex, i. . . it was painful for me, th-these past ten years. the moment i walked out of my house back then, i wanted to turn right around and go back to you, Lex. i wanted to be with you, but. . . " he trailed off, and i knew exactly why. . .

it was because of the way we broke it off. . .

~~~~~~~flashback to 10 years ago~~~~~~~

"Jacky! Baby! Come here, pleaseee!!" i yelled from Jack's room down to him. he had gone to the kitchen to grab snacks and cola.

i was sitting cross-legged on his bed, looking at pictures we had taken throughout our four years together, and i was going to surprise him, knowing today was his last day in Baltimore before touring, and it was also our anniversary.

moments later, Jack had come upstairs and stood in the doorway, looking, surprisingly, angry, and he had his travel bags all over himself.

i tilted my head and furrowed my brow. "Jacky? a-are you okay?"

he set his bags down and set next to me on the bed, his hands resting in his lap. i knew what was coming, but i pushed the thought away and replaced it with a much better image.

"Lex, y-you know that it'll be a l-long time before we'll see each other again. . . a-and, you know, i think we should-"

i cut him off and crawled onto his lap, straddling his sides, hugging him around the back of his neck. "Jack, i can wait however long. i'm more than willing to. i lo-"

Jack stood up abruptly, throwing me off and to the other side of the bed.

"get it through your mind you shallow piece of shit! i'm done with you!" he yelled. he struck me, a slap across the face.

as i sat in utter shock and disbelief, tears threatening my eyes, my hand holding my face where he had hit me.

immediately his expression softened and distorted into sadness. he came back over to me and attempted to hug me, but i kicked at him and yelled at him to get away

he looked like he was going to cry as well, but instead he just turned, picked up his bags and left to go outside to the tour bus.

"Bye, Alex.."

~~~~~~~flashback over~~~~~

I nodded and looked at him, wanting to ask so many questions.

he shifted and looked into my own brown eyes, trying to get the awkwardness away.

"I honestly 'tracked you down' and found you were here, so I flew here. . ."

"but why? ten years later, why?" I asked, looking at his eyes. I knew he was sad, and it honestly hurt to see him like that. but then I realized, this is how I looked for years.

" Alex, I. . . Lex, I love you. . ."

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update 5/21

okayyy, please dont hate mw for not posting for a few days.. I was being rude. but I also got really hyped because this suNDAY IM SEEING ALL TIME LIW AND I FEEL GENEROUS

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