A Thousand Thoughts |Dabi X Reader|

Bright Blue Flames

Weeks later Dabi is sent on another mission with Shiggy and Twice. They, along with Keigo, are going to try and take down Endeavor. I've only seen him the news and I remember him a bit from my childhood, he's an asshole.

He abuses his family, and his oldest son, Touya, died because of him. Touya... before they decided to kick me out, when I was little I had an arranged quirk marriage with Touya.

His power was strong, blue flames that were even stronger than his father's. His body was made for his mom's Ice quirk so whenever he used his fire his hand or arms would get burns on them. He despised his father but still wished for approval so he kept begging Endeavor to let him train. As he used his quirk more, his parents realized that it was burning him from the inside out.

Me and Touya didn't get along at the start but I sure tried. I thought he was really cool and I wanted to at least be his friend but when Endeavor turned him away from training he started rebelling from Endeavor. Which is completely fair, but it meant he pushed me away too. He was grumpy, sarcastic but sometimes I'd get a glimpse of who he really was.

The way he looked so lovingly at his little siblings, how he hurt because he believed he wasn't strong enough.

I was there for him in those times. I had a massive crush on him and didn't like to see him upset. So I would make him cookies, hide him from his father at my house and tried to help him gave a bit of a normal childhood. Not that I knew what that was like.

If he he even glimpsed in my direction with his bright eyes, and white hair I could not help that my heart skipped a beat, I could not help but be happy that I would actually marry him one day.

But that boy died. Enji Endeavor was the cause of it and I will never forgive him for it. Touya made everything in my stupid existence worth while. Ever since he past I feel like I've been missing a part of me, he was not just my crush but my best friend. He may have started off hating me but in the end he finally saw how much I truly cared for him and he cared for me in return.

(Time Skip)

On the news I watch as Hawks 'tries' to stop the nomu but is put up to helping those in the agency building where Endeavor and him were making hero plans or something. Endeavor goes after the Nomu but this one isn't like the others. It's stronger, smarter and can regenerate.

Endeavors flames engulf the screen and all that is heard is screams and the crackling of flames. Endeavor tries to kill the nomu and does, though he is injured, a scar running down the left side of his face. Blood drips from his wound but he does not give up his fight. I would have thought it was heroic if I had not known what he has done and what he is actually like.

Hawks joins him, then Dabi appears. Finally the show is starting. Blue flames surround Endeavor and Hawks so they can't get help. Keigos feathers are almost all gone, burned because of Endeavor. Knowing Dabi will be okay I leave the room.

I can't watch this next part, it's to stressful. I'll just wait until he's back. I want to know how he knows about Touya and his family. Breathing slowly I try not to let worry strangle me but it slowly chips away at me until I decide just to go to sleep so I can get my mind of things. And off of him.

Stupid Dabi, why is he in my head so much? Why would my first crush in years turn out to be a burnt, purple man. Ugh. My heart is so fucking idiotic and yet... I can't help but imagine what it would be like to be cared for by Dabi. Holding hands, forehead kisses, hugs and cuddly movie nights together. Oh God, if Shiggy could read my thoughts right now he would actually puke.

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Just watched Words bubble up like soda pop on Netflix and oh my god it is so cute!! Definitely check it out along with A Silent Voice, which is very sad but adorable. Angst is coming up so I hope you are ready my dear friends. This is going to hurt me just as much as it will hurt you 🖤