Album | Asadodam

existence

yedam, doyoung and asahi ft. yosukhoon - semi nsfw, vaping, angst e 6 s close

"now what am I supposed to do.." yedam stares with distress at his phone that is laying on the table in front him, he's crouching near the device while hugging himself. he shelters his head with both of his hands, ruffling the brown strands into messy directions as it goes higher along his scalp. he has been sighing and retracting his hand away from picking up the incoming messages for almost two hours. the indecisive regret questioning takes very long that his roommates, jihoon and hyunsuk, have arrive from their evening classes. 

the usual burst of energy is immediately tones down once jihoon notices the sight of yedam staring off to the floor nervously, eyes screaming that he is in the midst of a life crisis. due to the unresponsive gesture the two observes for a few waves not too far in front of yedam, hyunsuk begins to worry about him.

out of parent instinct reflex, jihoon grabs hyunsuk's and his jacket to hang beside the entrance room while the latter prepares to make warm tea. the two run about in the house to prepare anything that can help giving yedam calms.

"I'm sorry, you signed up for what?" jihoon is first to break the silence after yedam awkwardly explains his situation to the two of them. they set beside yedam after they take care to comfort him first before letting the talk to flow. 

hyunsuk nudges the side of jihoon's shoulder at the reaction, scolding him for not listening carefully since the topic isn't something that someone—especially yedam—can talk about easily and openly. yedam has his hair in a somewhat strong tug. he is frustrated that he can't explain to his friends well enough for him not to repeat the embarrassment. but he really needs the advice since the two are experienced much to his knowledge's liking. 

with hands covering his eyes to shield his shyness, yedam shamefully mentions what he has to mention again. he peeks to see the attempt suppress laughter in jihoon's face, he groans again making hyunsuk scolds the guy. 

"yah, don't laugh at him!" yedam hears hyunsuk shouts as he pulls jihoon from laying down. "he must know this and I want you to take the matter seriously.. jihoon babe, focus." hyunsuk holds tightly onto his lover who is currently has tears from uncontrollable laughing, streaming on his cheeks. 

"good luck is all I can say to you, bro." a fist meets the side of jihoon's stomach and despite that, the laughter matter sky rockets again. hyunsuk stares at him in disbelief before giving up lecturing him. 

"gosh, you did not just leave yedam like that.." jihoon sits quickly and readjusts his posture to look into hyunsuk's eyes and glance at yedam's from time to time with the most serious 'matter-of-fact' written on his face.

"well hyung, what else do you want me to say..?" jihoon asks acting innocent but also with a hint of frustration drops in his voice. hyunsuk momentarily is lost for words even though his wide smile might says otherwise. he coughs and regains dominance out of the two. 

"hoon, I don't like it when you call me hyung in that tone. it's scary.." jihoon leans back to the sofa beside where yedam sits again. he has his hands up in the air as if he's telling hyunsuk to put his defence down. 

the eldest shakes his head in dismiss of the side tracked topic. "anyways," the green-haired gets back to drive the conversation to the road for solutions. "at least tell damie some kind of personal experience input so he be assured."

"wait," jihoon stops him to reconfirm. "so what you want me to say is anything to make it sound less scary than it actually is..?" hyunsuk nods rapidly and lets a sigh of relief that jihoon finally gets it. "oh my gosh." yedam giggles at jihoon's expression and does a little dance by the artist æspa before he abruptly stops after catching himself doing it in the middle of his crying.