Always been 𝒖𝒔 | TommyinnxReader | Fan Au Sequel

6. Love

Once again cue music when I tell u to

"Wake up, wake up, Wake up, wake up, Wake up, wake up," Tommy repeated again and again while shaking me

"Noooo" I replied covering my head with a pillow

"Your mom says breakfast is ready, come on before it gets cold like ur heart" He said trying to convince me to wake up

"My heart is not cold you child!" I shouted in a dramatic manner

"yea, yea whatever just come on" he said still shaking me in an attempt to get me to stand up

CUE MUSIC MI LOVESSS

"Just 5 more minutes pleaaase" I said in a sleepy voic pulling him into a hug "let's just stay like this 5 more minutes" I added voice all whisper this time and still half a sleep

"Fine 5 minutes" he said with a groan

"Bitch it's been five minutes come oooooon" he complained

"Fine fine" I complained still half asleep

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"Ok so I brought us, chocolates" I told him

"And?" he asked

"What the fuck do u mean" and" I brought chocolates ain't that enough" I said adding a weird posh like accent, and he just scoffed in response

I set up our mat (well it wasnt really a mat more of an old fluffy blanket I found in the attic) and rested my head on his shoulder trying to be comfortable, it was comfortable having him back with me after 3 months (we originally planed to visit every week but we both got very busy with school so we decided to meetup on spring break) feeling his warmth his hug his "proof of existence" heh. Guess the saying is true you never really realize how much you love someone or something until you lose them. Well to be fair I didn't lose Tommy we would call alot we would text each other in the morning, after breakfast, before going to school etcetera, but even with all those I just missed him as a whole I missed his hugs, his constant nagging, his couple sets of pecks every now and then. God I was Inlove with this man.

We continued our picnic having fun hugging laughing about small stuff, telling each other how life's been, hugging, eating, kissing or rather making out every now and then, staring at each other then laughing at how stupid we are. 

"Hey Y/N can I ask you something" He asked out of nowhere

"Yea sure" I replied

"Well I mean it's no rush or anything, but have you talked to your parents about moving to Brighton with me?" He asked 

"oh" 

The realization hit me of the fact that I have never told my parents abt it I haven't even mentioned it nor hinted at it AT ALL

"uhmmm I haven't really talked to them abt it. But my plan is to tell them a bit after my 18th and then I'll go on from there. I'm really sorry I haven't really mentioned it to them, I don't really know why I guess Im probably just scared of their reaction or something, I'm really sorry " I said feeling sorry abt the fact that my stupidity may have disappointed him

"Hey no no no its fine, It's totally fine, like I said absolutely no rush I mean I get it you're parents are strict and u want this to go well That is not a problem to me at all" He reassured holding my face with both hands while lightly rubbing my cheeks with his thumbs, and somehow not a single sight or sign of disappointment in his face

I just gave him a small smile in return and leaning on his shoulder staring at the sunset

"Also u know any good places here? I mean I still have 5 days here so I kinda want to vlog around a bit." He said trying to change the subject

"I haven't really explored the City much so I can just find some places on Google and we can go there tommorow" I replied

"Oh by the way if already asked my mom, she said I can go to yours on the 7th so I can be their 2 days before your birthday, but can u please ask ur mom how long I can stay?" 

"Oh cool, I'm pretty sure my mom loves you more than me you can probably stay at my house for a year and she wouldn't mind" He said giggling

"Well then I'll stay for a week if that's ok with you, of course you wouldn't want your clingy girlfriend at your house for too long" I said in a half sarcastic half dramatic manner with a fake pout on my face. And somehow there was panic in his face 

"wha- NO! Why tf ould I not want you at my birthday" he replied slightly panic 

I have 2 choices right now continue the act or be the kind reassuring girlfriend he deserves

"Oh but you say I'm so clingy and I'm nothing but a poor old girl I'm nothing compared your greatness Tommyinnit" I said in a dramatic manner once again but this time putting a hand over my face and fake crying. Then his face dropped blank, I think he realized I was being sarcastic, and that is when the fake crying became laughter so much laughter I actually started crying a bit. 

"OHHH FUCK U NEVER MIND WHAT I SAID NEVER SPEAK TO ME AGAIN Y/N L/N" He said clearly annoyed

"oh come Onnnn don't be dramatic it was a joooooke" I said hugging on the bottom part of his torso (not his weenis are u weird shits) " I replied

" I'm never forgiving u bitch" he said in a joking but slightly annoyed way

"Not even if I give you Tᖇᑌᗴ ᒪOᐯᗴՏ KIՏՏՏՏ" I said still sarcastic

"No" 

"Are You sureeeeee wouldn't u like to try" I said, And he was pouting like actually pouting like a 6 year old child when his mom didn't add extra syrup to his pancakes

"COOOOMMME ONNNNN U KNOW U WANT IT BABABBABABABABA" I Said in that weird kind of cuteness aggression new mom's speak with with their Newborns and poted my lips in a way the "awkward" main characters would in a cliché ass cartoon, and oddly enough the son of a bitch kissed back.Which I'm not going to fucking lie kind of startled me but I just ended up kissing back I mean it didn't last to long but for some reason this kiss felt different I mean it was supposed to be a joke and I've missed him more times than I can count but sometimes there are just those certain kisses that just gives u the butterflies and you don't want it to end. 

A/N once again sorry for the hiatus T'was very stressed but anywhoo hope u enjoy the new chap

1103 words

7/3/2022

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