the white light

the end.

not again. "no, no, no, no!" you slam your hand against the table. you're done. you have nothing left for you. you phone chloe. "hey chlo, can you pick up lexi? i've got something important to do."
"yeah ofc! be there in 2!"

this is it. chloe is going to have to be the mum of my child. i feel so selfish for doing this but i can't do this anymore. knock knock. chloe's here. "i packed all her stuff, ill be there to get her by morning" you say. "okay!" she says, "are you okay though em? you look like you've seen a ghost.."
"yeah! i'm okay thanks. and oh, before i forget, read this when you get home, it explains everything" you say as you hand her a paper envelope addressed to 'chlo chlo xx'. you kiss lexi on the head as they walk out the door, "bye baby!" you say, waving to her, holding back your tears.

the door shuts and you burst out into tears. you call your mum, "i'm sorry, i just want you to know this wasn't your fault, i love you" you say as you hang up, not giving her any time to ask any questions.

you go to your bedroom and tie a rope to the hook on your roof. you stand up on the stool beneath it and place it around your neck. "ill never be good enough for anyone" you cry. you take a deep breath in and step off the stool. you see a white light slowly covering all your vision and everything goes black.

i guess ill be mummy's little angel once again...