Heartstopper Imagines

Drugs// nick and Charlie x male reader

You hadn't meant for it to get this far. What started out with a beer, lead to a Vodka. Then drinking became a hobby you craved, it introduced you to cigarettes. However you quickly became bored of the sharp taste that burnt your lungs, and then you were at a party. A joint was passed around between your friends. As soon as the joint touched your lips, you became entrapped, right then and there. 

After the joint, you wanted more. You started smoking on week nights, then days, then mornings, until the high off weed simply wasn't enough. Soon you moved onto pills, any pills really. But you didn't like the feeling they gave you, then, you discovered cocaine. 

That was that, the first rush of the power shooting through your nostril and mixing into your bloodstream, that was it. You quickly forgot about booze and cigarettes, weed and pills. Coke was your addiction. And you loved it. 

You were known as the partier in your school, you never missed one, never turned up without a baggie. People loved you for it, you were the life of the party, never sloppy or annoying, never in need of attention or looking after. Everyone loved it, so you loved it. 

Until Charlie and Nick found out. 

The relationship between you, Charlie and Nick was tight knit. After Nick and Charlie had gotten together, the three of you became closer. Having been good friends with both of them since you were young, them being together felt right. The three of you had always joked that Charlie was your little brother and Nick was your big brother, this came from the age gap but you all fit well into those roles. 

When Nick and Charlie found out about your addiction, they made you stop. You didn't want to cause them trouble and the amount of money you had been spending on the white powder was ridiculous, so you said you'd stop. It wasnt easy, and it took time. But currently you were a month clean, though that was about to end. 

Your girlfriend had broken up with you a week prior, and Charlie and Nick were coming back from their holiday tonight, meaning you had one night to do this. The coke was bought, however not just coke. Laid out infant of you was 2 lines of coke, three pills, different shapes and colours, what was in them? you didn't know, you didn't care. The drugs were complimented by a glass of clear liquid, vodka, for the pills. 

It looked so beautiful laid out in front of you, so much like a piece of art. 

It may seem dramatic to be doing all these drugs after only being broken up with, but you had done these all before, never mixed but you didn't see the harm. Tonight you just wanted to forget. Not only had you been broken up with, but it was also the one year anniversary of your mother's death. and there was no one here to help you. Your girlfriend? Left you. Nick and Charlie? In Wales. Your older sister? Cinema. Your dad? Disappeared when you were three.

First, you took the pills, they would take longer to kick in. Then came the line. Then you laid back, let it overtake you. You hoped this would take some of the pain away for a temporary time. part of you worried that your sister would come back, find you lying here, dead. That Nick and Charlie would get a dreaded call. But soon your mind fogged, you eyes rolled back and you felt peace. 

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Nick and Charlie headed over to your house, unbeknownst to you because, well, you were passed out. They came through laughing, carrying a huge teddy bear for you and some hard rock candy.

The teddy bear fell limp to the side of Nick and the candy was thrown to the floor, cracked when Charlie heard Nick's scream. 

"Y/n! What the fuck do we do?"

sorry to leave it on a cliffhanger but I will do a part two, short sorry but this was requested and I like the idea of it. I will update soon, hope you enjoyed.