Endless Play

Thoughts and Dreams

Adele - rolling in the deep

This is not some continuation of the story ...like these are few thoughts which came into Helens mind .
Hey Helen , why havent you shown up to me yet ? Asked daisy . I was in a deep thought dear . What about my commitment ? Why am I so commited to him ? Even when I am not sure that hes a virgin . What is so wrong with me , I am ready to do all for him .
I knew he did play a game , but I was still ready to love him . No matter what all came in my front as an obstacle , I was still standing there for him to come . Who knew he would never save me but put me more into trouble ! Unknown of the dark I wanted to find light in him , I could make him a better person that was what I always thought . I was always positive , does he like me ? Many questions like if he is commited or not ? Came into my mind but I could never answer them correctly . I could dream him as a picture perfect who knew the picture never was mine ...
Many questions I asked myself , how come none of them where asked to him ? We never talked as a couple does , how romantic where we ! I was surprised to see how my prince charming charmed me with magic , covering the rest with fake smile . We never fought in front of our faces , how shocking it can be ? How many times I was proven wrong , 1000 changes I brought in myself ....so small to realise that he didnt loved the real me .
So good image he made that I started to point myself in the begining , I never knew my all finger will point him in the end ....
These were the thoughts that haunted Helen day and night but she couldnt rescue herself from her bloody love . She loved him more than he thought , he hated her , more than she thought.... So what was this hatered or love ? This is what I call as an endless play . When will it end ...we never know .....
Keep on reading beautiful people ...many more secrets to come !!!!!!# sweety babe xoxo