Wreking ball - miley cyrus
It's the start of my pains and wounds uncured. This was when I just fell down in my own eyes. It felt so numb you just dont expect anything from anybody.
Rach made me calm but she knew my heart burnt in fire. I had no option neither to go and tell or rather ask him about all this S#it because I knew he would deny. Rather asking him was the lamest things on mother earth that would just close my eyes again and make me weak. This was time to stand up but with no support.
Having no via media was more irritative because I just couldn't concentrate on the solution. The problem was not him , but it was me ; a mind freak on him that I just couldn't see his sins.
I still pity on myself for doing so but now what all was left in my life was to either punish the heartless or run away from everything. All the promises turned out into ashes , I thought its a rose : understood those were thorns.
For first I blamed myself and then with a sudden alarm I thought no , its his fault . Was my love a big sin ?
No , infact his false identity was a biggest sin I just couldn't bear this anymore . This had to stop at some point , I really wanted to kick his Bloody @ss . So now I was left with two things 1. Problems and 2. My helplessness .
I just wanted to stop this news from spreading at the school as it already became talk of the town . I just wanted people to be empathetic towards me rather than their fake sympathy .
So I decided not to think about these things and move on with a smile on face just to hide my tears and also not let other catcher understand about what I am going through. It was painful for me but such an eye opener.
Hence I feel what all happened just opened my eyes and also saved me from further distruction .
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Endless Play
Roman pour AdolescentsIts about a girl whose heart was murdered from inside . She always had a true love on a boy . She was broken but she escaped from the hell game which was created by her own lover
