Our society terrace was a place where we all use to gather and play many games . Most of the time it was a place we used to calm at . Terrace was much more than just a place for us .
Hey Helen , I need you . This was Rudy speaking with me at terrace nearly around 7:30 in the evening . We have a meditation centre at terrace which was governed by the landlord those days . So I answered , listening the scilence present in the air . Sometimes I want to be quite and observe your beauty, he said . I was still looking at him and thinking what is he really lookig forward to ? "Any clues further ? " I asked him . He said that there was nothing that we could talk about the matter right now as sometimes we should talk about eachother rather than other bloody bussinesses . I was surprised by the answer but yet was eager to know what he wanted to speak . He asked me " Helen do you really know me ?" I answered blindly " yes I do ". He smiled , there were no expressions of guilt . Hence I thought I really know him . I couldn't ask much , my silence was eating me . But what really could I ask ? As if he will answer his sins so easily . And what if my doubts come into reality ? I wasnt ready to summon those griefs that I will face . He was openly talking to me about Axel and Rachel . He turned at me and asked " why do you love me ?" I answered " I have no reason to love you , except the fact that I need you and I love you" . For the first time I couldn't explain what he was for me , I could read his eyes , didn't knew if he was sad or happy .
He could have been sad because he cheated me with a big game ..he could have been happy because he can control me everytime he wants.
I was not shocked neither sad , because mostly I didn't wanted to face the consequences . I was running away from the fact that he's playing . I was running far from the fact that he's bad .
Because I loved him . If he could have loved me , he might have felt guilty on doing so . He might have even tried a single time to tell what exactly was wrong . He didn't , though I was unaware of the raw truth that could cut me into half , he might have tried to atleast give a hint of these bloody games ......he didnt save me but grabbed me into this wisious spiral again and again .
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Endless Play
Teen FictionIts about a girl whose heart was murdered from inside . She always had a true love on a boy . She was broken but she escaped from the hell game which was created by her own lover
