The look

Growing up with me

Growing up with me

Harleena Quinnzelas was basically like your typical childhood until one day it all changed by the way I looked at every after this happened to me. I was scared and didn't understand to my knowledge this didn't happen to everyone else at least I didn't think so.

I would soon be used a tool to masterbate thinking I was my mom. It all went to hell from there for me. I wouldn't be abled to trust anyone for a long time.

I thought that was normal could never form a good relationship with anyone else cause it was as if I felt I couldn't trust any of them. I didn't want to be hurt again mentally or physically or even spiritually. The one act messed me up and messed me up good.

I started to spiral but noone noticed I withdrew from engaging in extra conversations. Started to mutilate myself cause all I seen was what torn me down. To where I felt nothingness until one day. But we aren't there yet.

I was about to graduate high school it was the last day. Once I graduated and got my
diploma I knew what college I was going to be a psychologist.

I was a very smart girl with an incredible amount of potential. I just had to tap into it myself. The nerves of walking on the stage to get my diploma was made me shiver.I wasn't very popular in high school i was the typical Short thick girl with jet black hair.

No one really had the faith in me that I could make it as a psychologist for the criminally insane. It didn't help her mom was a addict and her dad was dead so her step dad was around and there was a lot of long night full of nightmares and night terrors. Zoning out and then acting like she was okay all along. I held a secret of more than one. I was afraid of the one that would come out about her past being a child and the person she fell in love with from a quick glance.

On a school field trip for psychology. Her Class had gotten invited to go to Arkham institution for the criminally insane.

*FLASHBACK*
2 Months back was the field trip of her dreams since her freshman year of high school. She had always wanted to visit Arkham Asylum because she want to be abled to understand why these people went wrong.

What made them turn?

Why do they do it?

Is evil a sickness or choice?

Why they are so evil?

Harleena always being so intrigued with the why's and how's of anything. But walking through Arkham Asylum looking around at every detail and the many kinds of villains. But walking past one cell with every kind of lock possible Harleena seen quick glimpse of the bright green hair,chiseled jaw line and piercing bright grey eyes. Harleena read the name on the plague "Jax Elijah Neklaus Napier aka The Joker." "Arkham City's favorite clown."

The voice that could give her the goosebumps on her body the deep sensitizing mono toned sound was sexy and mysterious. Was standing at the cell door so tall he had to slightly bend at the waist to look out the door watching her every move. From what she could see was solid broad shoulders and piercing eyes.

"Harleena Quinzelas"

Joker repeated over and over he had heard her name as the guide was talking.

Jax "The Joker" must of heard the professor call on her to answer a question.

That made Harleena's heart skip faster than she could catch her breath. She had to know who he was at all costs. She raised her hand to ask a question about who Joker was and why he was here? But was passed over.

She had continued on with the rest of the class but could not forget that voice ringing in the back of her mind. There was another cell that was coming up with a beautiful girl she had bright red hair and bright green eyes which were seen through the little window.

The professor Sabering stops to give introduction on who he named Lilliana Rose but her alter ego was Poison Ivy. She was beautiful she literally looked like a plant. What could she have don't that's was so bad??? Harleena didn't understand why some villains had gotten the reputation they had what made them turn bad?

So she told herself she was going to start reaching out to Poison Ivy and Joker these two in particular have struck Harleena's curiosity and when that happens there no stopping her. When she sets her mind to something she does it the determination she has is incredible.

At the end of the tour the participants that got in to Arkhams program from the college had a meeting with the professor to get their assignments. When the program starts they will begin with therapy sessions with the patients they have been assigned. Harleena really wanted Jax "The Joker" & Lilliana Rose " Poison Ivy."

I over heard alot of people didn't want to get paired with "Joker cause scared them" I didn't understand how he scared them but the professor Sabering made his way around to be and the antipaition was killing me. I just wanted to be close to Jax it was the voice that drew me in.

The more I was within the distance to hear it. But to my surprise at this time I was going to get close to him. It was wreck time he went to the concrete outdoor area that was covered with a roof fence.

Only for a brief moment as Joker is walking past me I was in what felt like a trace. All I could hear is Joker's voice glide into my ear drums like butter.

Swirl around and come out all it took was for him walking past me and I was hooked looked him up & down observadently I was not let down that ass was perfection them muscles were jaw dropping. The shirt he was wearing looked painted on that chiseled body.

I couldn't catch my breath. My eyes just traced his physic from his eyes all the way down to his feet.