war: my mind vs. my heart

no need to be sorry.

Blaise had spent the night at Draco's so it would be easier for them to get to the Train station. Draco woke up before Blaise, he took a shower, got dressed, ate, and brushed his teeth before he woke up.

"It's noon mate." Draco said as Blaise walked into the bathroom.

"I know. Overslept." He said pushing Draco to the side so he could brush his teeth.

"wow. I didn't notice." Draco laughed.

"Shut it, it's to early." Blaise said brushing his teeth with his eyes closed.

"We leave in 2 hours. U might wanna hurry." Draco said walking out of the bathroom.

He looked in the body mirror at himself. He wore a white t-shirt with khaki pants. Simple outfit. More muggle than Malfoy but this year things were going to be different. He put on some black vans pansy had gotten him for his birthday saying that "dress shoes look horrid with your outfits Draco. there just not ur style anymore."
Blaise walked out of the bathroom not even 20 minutes later in baggy jeans tied off by a black belt. A tight white shirt covered his chest and a leather jacket hung off his shoulders.

"Isn't that.. a bit much?" Draco asked.

"No. It's a new school. I have to make a good impression." Blaise responded.

After Blaise ate, Draco and him wished Draco's mother a fair well and took the flew to kings cross train station. Pansy was there waiting for them.

"What took you both forever!" she questioned.

"He over slept" Draco said pointing fingers.

"Hey!" Blaise protested.
Blaise and Pansy continued their conversation as Draco's mind and eyes began to wonder.

i wonder if potters here yet.
what if he thinks my outfits ugly?
what if he doesn't even acknowledge me? he doesn't anyways. what are you talking about? Draco asked himself.
Soon enough Draco's eyes met Potters.
he was already looking at me? He continued to ask himself unanswered questions.
Potter looked away quickly when he noticed Draco had noticed him.
weird.. Draco thought.
Draco shaked the thought off and boarded the train following his friends. They found a compartment and not even 30 minutes into the train ride Potter already had a bone to pick.

POV change!!!
Draco's Pov.

The door had opened and none the less Harry potter had been the one to open it.

"Potter." i said.

"Malfoy." he responded. "i would like to talk to you alone" he continued.

"pansy let's take a walk"  Blaise said pulling pansy by the hand.

"Malfoy." Potter started after they had left.

"that's my name." i responded.

"don't be a smart ass" He snapped. He was cute when he was mad.

"Continue." i said simply.

"Where's ur father?" he asked.
My father and Mother had a fight a couple days after i got back for summer break. He ended up storming off and hasn't come back.

"why?" i asked sitting up straight.

"Because. I need to know." he said.

"not enough." i continued.

"People are going to die Malfoy." Potter said leaning closer.

"Like?" i asked.

"do u really have to know?" He asked.

"yes." i said leaning in, out noses touching.

"My godfather And yours." He said.

"what?" i said instantly shifting my position.

"My godfather will die this year and urs will die in less than two years." he continued.

"how do you know that."

"i get these dreams. there very vivid and never wrong."

"i'm not believing you until i see it myself." I said leaning back.

"Malfoy. Mine die's first. That's no fair." He said getting angry.

"Either way potter. I can't help you." i said.

"why not?" he asked.

"i don't know where he is." i stated plainly.

"he's ur father.. how do you not.." he asked.

"He stormed off the begging of summer. Haven't seen him since. don't want to." i stated.

"he's ur father."

"not a good one." i said. "are we done?" i asked.

"yeah." he said standing up.

"sorry Malfoy." he said.

"for?"

"assuming." he said.

"don't be sorry potter. there's no reason to be." i stated.