Cheating on You (✓)

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"Hey" Jungkook said the moment he opened his eyes seeing Taehyung staring  at him, he smiled sweetly at her while she was caressing his cheeks all the way to his jaw

"Hi" she answers with a smile

They were laying on the couch in the middle of Jungkook's living room in their side facing each other, Jungkook trying hard not to fall that's why Taehyung is almost laying on top of him, body tangled in position. He's holding her legs on top of his lap feeling the smoothness of her tan legs under his palms. She's wearing a white shorts and one of his white t-shirts though it's too big for her, her shoulder with a bra strap exposed for him

"What time is it?" His eyes are closing, he still feels sleepy even after a nap

"5pm, you hungry?" She ask

"No, I just want to cuddle more" I pull her more smelling her hair, kissing her temple

"But I'm hungry!" She pouts looking up at me

"My baby is hungry? What do you want to eat hmmm?" I plant a kiss on her cheeks and she giggles

"Ramen!" She looks up at me staring at my lips

"Wait here, I'm going to cook it for you" and I kiss her lips

I pull away to stand but she holds my neck pulling me to kiss her more

"Baby, I thought you're hungry?" I pull back a little from the kiss and smile

"I want my appetizer first"

I giggle to her cuteness

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Suddenly my eyes open wide, I slide my arms to my side feeling the empty space beside me.. I turn my head to that side hoping I will see her but no.  There's no one in there... Taehyung is not there, it's only a dream.. I dreamed of her again

It's been a week since we broke up. We can still see each other in the University we were both attending. I have few subject with her. We we're both taking major in arts and media

We still talk as long as it's about university matters... I can't even remember what's the reason of our breakup. We just parted, I guess she saw something in me that gave her the reason to stop what we have. We became so distant without proper talk. Maybe we're not meant for each other? but I'm sure, it will take long for me to move on from her.. we dated for 7 months

I loved her so much!

She's so sweet, caring and knows how to take care of me. There's nothing a man could wish more. She's almost perfect in any way.

We fight in almost little things, because I have this possessive attitude towards her, I don't like seeing her with any man unless it's her best friend. Unfortunately she got one.

I know I'm being immature but what can I do? He's a good looking guy and I think he wants her too

A man best friend and I'm not comfortable with it. His name is Park Jimin. I talk to her about him but I don't want to ask her questions that will make her to choose between us. I'm afraid. What if she choose him over me?! That's a huge slap in my ego. So I stay silent but sometimes, well,. all the time we fight because of him

She's jealous too over little things, she got these huge insecurities inside of her that I can't tolerate. I mean she's the most beautiful in our class, even in our whole batch but she's not believing it even though she has a lot of suitors everywhere.

She's being oblivious.

She's popular. She's smart too, even though she's not always on top of the class, she doesn't fail. She belongs in top five who always got the higher score.

Doesn't matter if it only a quiz, a long test, a surprise exam. She always nailed it.

I stand from my bed to get my jacket, I want to buy something in a convenience store near my apartment or maybe take a walk

It's almost dinner but I'm not in the mood to cook. I take the stairs than the elevator, my apartment is only in the 3rd floor. I want to take a long walk to think.
I'm always lost in my thoughts thinking mostly about her

Has she eaten already?
Who's with her?
Is she alone?
How is she?
Is she having a bad day?
Who's the one with her to give her comfort....

These are the questions I want to ask her, I'm always worried about her

But I always have an answer in that last question. She got Jimin. He's caring, protective over her, he knows how to take care of her and my jealousy eating me alive even now when I saw them together

I reached the convenience store and got myself a basket, I took a few instant noodles and soda. A sandwich, kimbap, rice roll, chips and lollipop

I'm at the counter paying when a bell rings at the top of the door indicating there's someone entered the store, I put the lollipop in my mouth before taking glances who walks in

She looks in front of her laughing while the guy beside her keeps talking  about something

Our eyes met but she look away like she didn't know me

It's her, with her best friend...

I took my grocery bag walking out after I smile to the guy with her. Jimin acknowledged me nodding his head a little

For all the people that can come across with me in that store, destiny decide that it should be her

She ignores me so I do the same but only God knows how eager I am to talk to her that moment, if she only gave me just a little time. Or spare me some of her smiles. I want to be with her again. Wants to be her friend again

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