Just some random thoughts and poems :)

Just a normal day

Every morning when I leave my bed
I feel like the day will never end.

I put on my jacket and my shoes are laced,
Now I just have to put a fake smile on my face.

A few people ask me how I am,
I answer 'good thanks' but that's the biggest lie.

I walk to my house but it feels nothing like home,
I wonder why, I have lived here since I was born.

I try to keep myself occupied at night,
Because I don't want to listen to my mind.

It tells me to go outside and dig a hole,
To bury myself alive and die alone.

'So why do you live?' you'll ask me,
Because I'm too weak to suicide.
I should consider myself lucky,
At least I'm still alive.

'You're insane' some will say,
But really,it's just a normal day.

~The end~

Well that's it. That was the first one, I know it's bad lol.

Pls tell me what you think honestly, and how I could improve myself.

Thanks a lot,

I love y'all
Muah,-L

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