A New Beginning

♡The Start of Anew♡

The soft light of sunlight gazes through the blinds in the bedroom, as the sun hits just right on Sonic eyes for him to awaken. He rubs his eyes gently and gazes around the room to get a visual of where he is at at the moment. He then sees the posters on the walls and all of the drawings and letters in the corner of the room, seeming oddly familiar. Sonic then realizes by the bed sheets and quilt that it could only mean...

Oh my God! I'm in Shadows room!

Shaky and trying to break out of what he thinks is a nightmare, turning now from bad to worse...in the 3...2...1-. Someone knocks on the bedroom door calmly as they open the door just a shmich. "Sonic, we need to talk...I'm coming in." That raspy voice, that calm quiet tone, could it be?...

Oh fuck! Shadow knows I'm in here? How?! Did I sleep with him?! What happened last night? I cant fucking remember!

Thoughts rush into Sonics head, as he tries to calm down from the adrenaline rush that is now kicking in. He looks at the door as it slowly creaks open showing Shadows face and him stepping into the room. Sonic grabs a pillow and hides his face in it trying to avoid any physical or mental contact with Shadow. As Sonic starts to feel the bed sink a little from Shadow sitting on the end of it.

Think Sonic! What did you do to piss him off this time?! And why the hell is he so calm about it?!

Shadow sighs once more and turns around to look at Sonic hiding his face in the big pillow. "Sonic, please put down the pillow I want to talk with you really quick." Sonic hesitates but slowly and calmly puts the pillow down, yet still not making eye contact with Shadow.

"Sonic, do you remember anything of last night?"

Sonic thinks for a good long minute, yet nothing pops up in his mind, pretty much a blank slate. He then makes split second eye contact with Shadow and shakes his head. "No I don't Shadow...may you remind me..." trying to keep calm in a weird situation like this, and trying not to blow up at the little edge lord, is now somewhat becoming difficult as more questions flow into Sonics head.

Shadow chuckles a bit as he looks away and starts to stares off at the wall as he is talking, kind of respecting Sonics boundries of him being confused and conservative to him. "Sonic you may think we fucked, we didnt we had a talk...or well more of a vent from you."

Sonic sits there in a bit of shock hearing that come out of Shadows mouth. "What...what did I say?" He mumbled a bit, trying to keep a hold of his own attention and trying not to get caught up in the so called questions, or thoughts he didnt want to think of.

Shadow smiles a bit and looks at Sonic, "So you finally figured out that Amy loved you huh?"

Sonic keeps quiet and then turns away, looking away from Shadows intense gaze. "And I can see you also figured yourself out a bit from her blow up.." Shadow obviously referring to him thinking about being fruity.

Oh shit!- I talked about that too, man I'm a lose pocket when I'm drunk... Sonic thinks to himself.

"Y-Yes, I guess you could say that Shadow..." Sonic thinks about it again, as he looks into Shadows stare, almost mesmerised by his red velvet colored eyes. Shadow realizes the attempt of trying something out, as in figuring out if Sonic is even truly gay.

"Oh and Sonic there is one more thing you mentioned, that I wanted to know if it was true, from your sober self obviously." Sonic nods his head, as I light goes off in his head remembering that one question ever so faintly. Sonic then curls up into a little ball still listening, ready to hear the next statement or question he wanted to ask.

No no no...is this really happening, did I just fully open myself to him, what is my problem...does he know that I- that...

The thoughts of all the love stories and drawings that Sonic did in his journal, now coming to mind of him maybe spitting it out. He looks back up at Shadow, trying not to flinch or get scared by the question.

"Do you have a crush on me?" Shadow calmly says, making it seem very easy to swallow, be almost harder to accept. Sonic grips the sheets of the bed thinking harder than ever now on this question, making sure he doesnt come off as mean or as if he is just too much...or maybe wanting too much.

Shadows looks at Sonic blatantly, hoping that he gives an answer soon. Sonic finally looks back up at Shadow and inhales a little to try and calm himself from how shaky he is at the moment.

"...Yes Shadow, I have a crush on you...I have had a crush on you since we've met, with those beautiful eyes...and amazing colored spikes! And when we first actually started bonding, I've always want to kiss you-" Sonic realizes he has said too much and covers his mouth, trying to keep his mouth shut now not wanting to say another word. It's almost like his heart just threw up his emotions in one little pile. Off course leaving him completely embarrassed. As this feeling keeps growing and the silence is golden in the room, Sonic decides to get up and try to leave, as then Shadow gets up and grabs Sonics arm holding him back from the exit to leave.

"Now Sonic, what stopping you from kissing me?~" As his grip gets tighter on Sonics arm. Obviously Sonic now begins to panic, not knowing what to say and gets flustered. His heart beating, making him feel weakened by just that one comment.

"...I'm scared-" He says in response, not knowing how to cope with these new emotions and attractions to a man he knows and used to call friend. Shadow smirks and pulls him in close holding him by the hips and having complete eye contact with Sonic "If your scared, then let me help you figure this out."

Holy shit! He is even hotter up close...Oh my god Sonic stop thinking, your making this worse on yourself and your jucking yourself out of this. Just try it out, one time is all you need to figure this out...alright, here goes nothing!

They both smile at each other a little bit, calm enough to now have full eye contact, and Sonic still a little shaky but trying to get the hang of this idea. Shadow leans in forwards as Sonic freezes up, hoping he can actually do it back.

What are you doing Sonic?! Kiss him, you want to just do it...there is nothing stopping you now, so go for it!

Sonic finally moves in forwards, as his and Shadows lips touch Sonic now feels the slight sensations of happiness, which he never got from a women. He keeps leaning into the kiss as he puts his arms on Shadows shoulders; Sonic trying to keep it up without dying of love, but almost blushing completely red from the occurence.