Amazing Facts On Our Mistakes

8

After the debate ended. Jarred' s friends rushed to him and was giving those buddy slaps on his back. I was nervous and kinda feeling awkward as I remained on the chair.
He literally just saved you from drowning and you can't even say hi to him??
I stood up awkwardly and went to him. He was now with the guy, with whom I had a little talk before when I was sitting beside him. I was approaching them, when Jarred pulled that guy to go to another place maybe as the crowd was going thicker.
I continued to walk behind them by passing and bumping onto so many people. Finally, we were inside the school and I saw Jarred going to one of the classes. Class room were pretty empty as most of the students were outside.
Dang, he must be really tired after all these debates. Well, would it be ok to go to him right now?

I was lost in my own world of anxiousness until I saw them already going to one of the classes. Before realising, I could feel my legs rushing into that classroom. Obliviously, they closed the front door. So, I entered the classroom through the 2nd door.
I saw them near the table. I quickly hid under the desk, afraid that they will see me.

Wait, what?
Why am I hiding? Dang! I am getting anxiety
Ok, Rim. Take a deep breath. All you have to say is just, 'Hi!'
Nah
That would be too dry. What will I say then?
'Hi Jarred! What a pleasant surprise! I didn't know you were in debates! I loved your performance there.'
Yeah...that sounds good.

I mentally prepared my self and got out from the desk. No sooner I saw them, I screamed!

Jarred and that guy was kissing!!!!!!
Gfgfgfghhhhgg!!!!

They saw me and also screamed!
That unknown guy panicked and later shouted, "Hey you bitch! What's your business here??!?. If you try to do anything against us, I will...."
I didn't let him finish his sentence.
"I am sorry! I am so sorry. I didn't know any thing about you, guys. I was not spying you at all! I just wanted to say hi to Jarred. In fact, I wanted to do that outside but you guys were too fast to approach, that's why I followed you to greet. I am so sorry! Please forgive me!..."

I croaked within the mid sentence. I could feel the lump forming in my throat.

Jarred slowly approached me. He was so breathtakingly gorgeous. I thought, he was someone for me sent from heaven, the moment he saved me from drowning.
"Don't cry....please? Well, its actually not your fault. You just wanted to say hi.....but now....as you can see....I have..a boyfriend.."
Now, tears threatened to fall but I tried to create hindrance by blinking fast.
I just started to fall for him, bro.

Jarred paused and gave me a sympathetic look. " Don't blame yourself, Rim. It was just a mistake and I.....understand....but Rim promise me.."

I looked at him.
"Please don't tell anyone about this incident. It will affect me..and also my..."

I interrupted by saying, "No no, you saved my life there remember? I would not dare to do things that will hurt you.."
I again croaked. Tears were threatening to fall more.

"Thank you, Rim. I..."
Before I could listen him, I rushed out from the class to the library.
I need some time to myself.

I could no longer control myself and fat tears started to roll down my cheeks profoundly.

Why life why?