(The pic-)
Y/N POV
It was morning Y/N was sitting on her
bed looking outside while holding a big pictureY/N- See dad mom didn't loved you.. Today she is getting married to another man.. Why she did this to us?? What was our fault dad?? She act's like you all didn't want exist in her life.. What we did that the man have to kill him without mercy!! I am his fucking killer.. I killed him.. Why am I even alive?
She was deep in her thoughts when
she heard someone shouting from downstairsBam Bam- Y/N princess get ready
fast. We will be leaving after 20 min.Y/N- Okay oppa!!!
She stood up wipe her few tears on her face and took a quick shower and wore her outfit. She did her hair and went down stairs when everyone saw her their eyes went wide open and jaw dropped on the floor (dress pic above the story)
Jisoo- Y/N you are looking like a real princess...
Y/N- I hate this outfit soo much but Lisa unnie didn't kept anything leaving this. let's go quickly and come quickly..
(We arrived at the venue)BTS POV
Now we are sitting here and when priest announced to kiss the bride we took a glance at Y/N only to find her with her cold and emotionless face but suddenly she stood up from her seat and she started walking out of the place so our curiosity made us follow her she was continuously walking and she stooped herself near a pond...
Y/N POV
The moment priest announce to kiss each other I quickly excuse myself from oppas and unnies stood up from there and walked put of the church
to a peaceful place after few minutes
I find myself ended up near a pond I sat on one of walkawayY/N- Even if the world turns it back to me, my loneliness and emptiness will be something stuck to me by myside.....
She didn't notice that there was bts
listening each and every word clearly
of her because there was only silence in that placeShe looked at the beauty of claiming
water how beautiful it looked. It was showing something different in me but it was still same. I was still the same. In me there was no excitement, no acceleration nothing that could make me feel alive even if it was just for that particular moment. sSmiling sadly I looked up at the sky. I could feel it was pitying my soul. I remember them, my two angels. Oh how I wished they were here to fight with my loneliness. How I wished they were to fight with my emptiness. tears welled up in my eyes about to flow.
Y/N- Bunny, Dad?? Are u there?? Are you watching me?? I miss you.
(I cracked up and tears started to flow one by one until my face was stained by the overflowing pain)Y/N- Mom got married today. She looked so happy. So calm. So fresh and so relieved. I should be happy right?? but it's hurting so damn much. The day you both left ur flower alone. She died. I died. Why did it have to you two huh. I wish it was me in your place. it hurts me so much.
(I said in a broken voice)Y/N- God forgot to add happiness in my life. I will soon have stepbrothers not 1 but 7! but they will hate me I thought I would get brother's love after 5 years but no. I need someone to hold me like you did. I need someone to comfort me like you did. I need someone who would laugh with me like you both did. I need someone who would cry with me like you did. On a day like this when everyone is feeling so complete, why am I like this?
Y/N- I am in pain but have no cure. when I look at the mirror I see you both. It all comes back and hurt me so much and I die daily. Please take me with you. Please come back I beg you...
She smiled through her tears and begged looking at the sky hoping someone will come to her and save her from her messed up bubble but only if she knew god had some other plan for her..
She looked down and wipe her tears off and said
Y/N- But I won't cry. even if the shadows of my past come alive and haunts me I won't cry. even if it hurts to the point I kill myself I won't cry even if my broken self breaks thousand more time I won't cry.. I will never cry and keep this loneliness, emptiness, this darkness, this sadness in me weakening me eating me slowly slowly until one day... it will devovur me and I will eventually fade away just like ashes and come to meet you both.
END OF Y/N POV
BTS POV
We were carefully listening to everything she was saying.. when she saw her crying a mess.. it's feel like it broke their heart they wanted to run to her hug her so tightly and say it's going to be okay they felt a stranger connection.. their heart was melting for someone they only meet twice..
??? POV
Here a man was sitting on a chair watching an enjoying the melodrama
???- let them celebrate their last happy moments together and after that they have to cry tears of blood.. I can't wait to see you and your reaction after seeing me doll!! (smirks evily)
-end of chapter 5-
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Fanfiction❛The saddest thing about betrayal is that it never comes from your enemies..❜ ❛You how could you betray us like that-❜ ❛Your father snatched away my wife!❜ ❛Nothing can, nothing did, nothing will ever stop BTS❜ ❛I replied with dinosaurs and he laugh...