Y/N POV
The atmosphere was echoing with the sound of wind as the weather was getting colder. There she stood in front of her window lost in her thoughts. looking up to the sky she said
Y/N- Even the air has lost its warmth guess sky will accompany me when I'll cry today!
(she smiled with teary eyes)Y/n was busy with her loneliness when suddenly she felt a pair of arms around her. She knew exactly who it was as she was used to such acts in just a week.
Jungkook- Why are you alone when your bro is here hmm
(he whispered in her ears y/n smiled sadly and said)Y/N- Just enjoying being alone here.
Y/N- Weather is nice right??
(Jungkook hummed)Y/N- When I was 12 I had someone in my life.. I loved and adored and love the most..
(Jungkook look at her curiously
but Y/N continued)Y/N- They were someone for whom I lived someone for whom I smiled for whom I bloomed someone for whom I sparkled for whom I shone It was a day just like today when one of them asked
"y/n which animal you find the most dangerous? " I replied with dinosaurs and he laughed saying how can something extinct can be most dangerous.Y/N- Then suddenly he turned serious and said " for me humans are more dangerous then a dinosaurs. Dinosaurs kill you and eat you at once but humans get yourself attached to them and then slowly slowly starts eating you all alive"
(Y/N chuckled sadly and said)Y/N- Back then I laughed at them alot
but now that I think about it they were actually dam right. Do you know who were they jungkook?
(Jungkook was already staring at her asked with a low voice "your friends?... y/n smiled and shook her head and saying)Y/N- They were my. Big brother and my dad.
(Jungkook felt a weird sensation when)Y/N- Should I tell you a secret Jungkook.
(Jungkook looked at her waiting for her to continue)Y/N- I saw them getting killed in front of my eyes.
(she whispered painfully closing her eyes as a tear dropped from her eyes Jungkook felt a pain in his heart)Y/N- The day I lost them I lost myself the day I lost my flowers I stopped blooming
the day I lost my lights I stopped myself from opening my eyes to the dark It's been years but every inch of that memory occupies my mind's every corner. I can't run. I can't hide. I can't die.Another tears rolled from her eyes as she couldn't manage to remain her emotionless face replacing it with a painful one. Jungkook couldn't hold anymore he felt a urge of hugging her to comfort her and he didn't hesitate even for a second to hug her tightly in his embrace rubbing her backback trying to console her but in doing he failed to notice y/n wasn't hugging him back y/n continued between the hug..
Y/N- I was broken. I thought I'd never
associate myself with emotions and ppl again. The moment I regained myself a bit. I got to know my mom was going to get married and I am gonna have 7 step brothers. I lost one and got 7 lucky right? But story twisted when they all
started hating me to the point they wanted to see me suffering more then I already was.Jungkook- Y/N I-
Y/N- Let me speak jungkook....
(she said hugging him back feeling his warmth for the last time..)Y/N- The moment I agreed to stay with you all I promised myself not to interact with any of you.. But when you started showing me your love and care towards me I broke all my promises and let you in my heart..
Y/N- How did it feel to play with me??
(A tear left y/n's eye as jungkook got froze on his spot.. Y/n looked at him with a plain smile)Y/N- Did you enjoy your toy? Was I good
enough or you wanted more??Jungkook- Y/N I-
Y/N- Was it worth it breaking my already broken heart? Was it exciting shatter my already cracked soul? Was it enjoyable snatching my smile? Tell me jungkook was it fun making a fool of me and giving me fake hope to live again?
Jungkook- It's not what your thinking
y/n trust me...
(y/n look at him while smiling painfully and said)Yl/N- I did trusted you but now you woke me up from my fake bubbles I'll proceed with all my promises living the life I was bond with...
Y/N- You gave me happiness I thought to repay you with least something but I had nothing except my broken soul and haunting past.. now that I had repay you with little of my past you can use it
against me as much as you like.. I know your happy. I am sorry for not giving you that " priceless reaction " you wanted but I hope this will satisfy your hatre towards me since there nothing more bonding you with me I hope this was our last interaction your toy broke.. Game over.. Show over... We are overJungkook lost his words only guilty was running through him. Y/n stood up turning around to move out of room but stops.
Y/N- I don't know that story of you wanting a sister was true or fake just like you. But if it was true then I hope you get your sister as you wanted high standard.
(Y/n left)But they didn't know someone was
watching them from the start.???- I never knew you were suffering this much y/n but it's better if you stay away from us.
(wipes the tear from eyes)-end of the chapter-
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Fanfiction❛The saddest thing about betrayal is that it never comes from your enemies..❜ ❛You how could you betray us like that-❜ ❛Your father snatched away my wife!❜ ❛Nothing can, nothing did, nothing will ever stop BTS❜ ❛I replied with dinosaurs and he laugh...