Bleeding Souls || BTS SERIES

𝟑𝟏- 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐅𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍

At Blackdiamond Drom
Jackson POV

I walked out from Lee's Mansion enraged by their words I got in my car and slammed the door hard. I wanted to shout badly but I started my car and drove to bar for internal peace. As I was calming myself down I got call from Y/N, maybe I can make things work from her. Maybe I can use her. After some time later I parked my Kia Stinger in parking lot of our drom and stepped in living room exhausted of event happening by. I took of my coat and saw the lights of living room is opened and found my members Jisoo, Lalisa, Jennie, BamBam, Eunwoo sitting with serious face.

Jackson:- Guys what's wrong with you all suddenly?

Jisoo:- (the moment Jisoo heard Jackson's voice she jerked up standing and rushed to Jackson)
Is it true that you went to sir Lee's office and mansion to create a scene around?

Jackson:- Jisoo-ya look-

Jisoo:- Yes or no?

Jackson:- Hear me first-

Jisoo:- I asked Yes or No, Jackson Wang.

Jackson:- Calm down and hear me out-

Jisoo:- I ASKED A FREAKING YES OR NO?!
(she yelled)

Jackson:- YES, yes it's absolutely true that I went to Lee's office and mansion! I did it, I did it for us. I did it for Rosè, me, Bambam, Eunwoo, Lisa, Jenni-

Before he could finish he received a tight slap from Jisoo turning his face to other side earning gasps from the others.

Jisoo:- Why?! Have you lost your mind or are you drinking alot huh? Why did you do that-! Are you crazy!?
(he grabbed him by collar jerking angrily)
Tell me freaking why!

Jackson:- BECAUSE OF YOU! Because I am a fool, because I am out of my mind, because I have drinking alot, because I am crazy for you Kim Jisoo!
(he threw his coat on the floor and pulled Jisoo dead close leaving no gap between them by wrapping his hand around her waist)
You wanna know the truth? Okay, I like you no I love you alot probably more then anyone ever and even myself but you just seem not care, when I tried to give hint, you just, you just don't seem to notice anything I do for you. I did everything because of you in a fear that I don't get to see a sight of you disappearing infront of my eyes like Rosè. I am so afraid and coward when it's things come for you. I fear to not able to protect you from danger like I couldn't for my cousin sister. I am ready to lose everything for you but no not you. Never you. You get it?
(he placed his other hand on her cheeks and caressed it slightly)

Jisoo:- (she looked into Jackson eyes which held mixed emotions, love, skeptical, miserable, helpless look in his eyes. What was I supposed to do on say? What to do?)
Your drunk-

Jackson:- Stop. Just hear me out, I had enough of everything. I didn't created any scene there I went to clear my doubts and out of nowhere Lee's sons showed up and overreacted.
(he let go off Jisoo from his grip, picked his coat and walked away to his room leaving everyone silent behind but stops his tracks on stairs without turning back)
It an order to everyone that no one is allowed to call Y/N and we are removing our protection from her.
(he left for his room)

Meanwhile

Maybe she didn't but I failed as an daughter.

Y/N:- Mom, I am sorry for being a terrible daughter to you-! It wasn't you. It was me. I was always at the fault. I overreacted everytime ignoring your side of story. Afterall what you did was for the good of us right?! For us to never face any problems in the future. I am sorry- I know it's too late still forgive me.
(I held tightly on her dress and I sobbed on her embrace, even if I keep asking for forgiveness throughout my whole life I guess that won't be enough)