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Chapter 7.

Jakes pov;

I wake up to go downstairs for a glass of water, looking at my alarm that displays 12:00am. Everyone's asleep. I just can't stop thinking about her. Jade is perfect. I just can't tell her that yet. I mean I could but she'll think I'm an idiot. I just want her to stay here, forever. I know she's safe here and I won't let anybody touch her. She's precious and she's easy to break. By that I mean she's weak. I can see it and I don't want her to get worse.

I walk out of my bedroom door to walk down my stairs. I go into the kitchen and pour myself a glass of water, I then sit in the kitchen at the table.

Jades pov;

I wake up in a strange bed, a strange room, scared. Where am I? I then look next to me to see a girl. Oh that's Jake Mitchell's sister. What? Jake Mitchell's sister?

I then remember that my dream, well nightmare wasn't real. I'm actually in Jakes house not a murderers house. Thew.

I walk out of Eloise's room to go to the toilet and I hear footsteps walking up the stairs. I panic. It's very dark, I then feel a hand touch my shoulder.

The lights go on.

Me: 'don't do that, you scared me'
Jake: 'babe, it's ok, please don't be scared. I thought you'd of known who it was, what you doing up any way?'
Me: 'same goes to you'
We both say at the same time
'I can't sleep'
He then tries to hug me and I tell him not to.
Jake: 'what's that about?'
Me: 'you really don't give a fuck about me do you? I know what your gonna do to me. Your gonna lead me on, make me develop all of these crazy feelings for you and then eventually fuck me off like every boy does'
Jake: 'I'm not every boy, I'm different'
He continues
'Jade, it feels like I've known you for a life time.. I mean like I know we have only met yesterday but we have spoke quite a lot. It's not like we don't know each other, will you stay here, for longer?'
Me: 'I really don't know jake, I have people to see, friends, family' I lied.
Jake: 'you can still see them, I just want you to stay'
He continues
'Oh, one more thing, do you promise not to lie about anything to me'
Me: 'what do you mean by that, why would I lie to you?'
Jake: 'Anything, bad, good, tell me, please?'
Me: ' I won't ever lie to you' I lied.
I can't tell him everything. I really can't, I mean if he knew I got abused, he'd never talk to me again. He knows about most things but he can't know about it all. He can't know it.
Jake: 'do you accept this hug'
I roll my eyes at him and he puts his arms around me slowly and gently. I love him but I love him in the way that I'm a fan. I'll always be a fan.

Jakes pov
I just had to hug her. I wish I could squeeze her forever. She's beautiful. I'm lucky that she ever subscribed to me because if she didn't, we wouldn't know each other and I'm glad that we do. She's perfect in every way possible and to anyone who hurts her, their just worthless, I don't know why anyone would hurt her.

'Hi dad'
Rob: 'what you's two doing, why aren't you's asleep?'
Me: 'I don't know. We couldn't sleep, we both couldn't sleep, we randomly met on the landing, we didn't plan to'
Rob: 'didn't plan to? Don't lie to me, just be quiet, both of you go into your room jake, it's 6am, I'm off to work soon'
Me: 'she won't come into my room'
Rob: 'Jade he doesn't bite, go on, go into his room'
Jade: 'ok'

My dad goes downstairs and I walk standing behind her with both of my hands on her waist, I hold her close and she slowly walks into my room and tells me to get off her. I do.
Me: 'why don't you trust me?'
Jade: 'I don't trust other boys. It's not just you, we don't know each other hardly and your trying to be like this with me, why?'
Me: 'I want you to feel safe. I'm not going to hurt you'
Jade: 'sorry, I just'
and then she breaks down into tears. I drag her near my chair and sit her on my knee and ask her what's wrong while hugging her. She's so light.
Jade: 'I can't tell you'
Me: 'you promised'
Jade: 'no, I promised not to lie to you. I'm not lying, I'm just not telling you anything'
Me: 'please, I can help you, please?'
Jade: 'nobody can, if I tell you this, you'll never speak to me again'
Me: 'yes I will, I promise'
Jade: 'you really want to fucking know?' Right then. My mum abuses me 24/7. One of my teachers from my old school raped me and it was my mum telling him to go ahead with it. See, I'm a fucked up child jake. I don't know what to do anymore, I really can't live with it.
Me: 'I promise you, I'll help you get through anything.
She continues 'jake I'm pregnant to my teachers fucking baby. i can't do this'
Me: 'I'll help you. If you decide to keep it, I'll help you, if you decide to have an abortion I'll help you, I'll stick by you'
Jade: 'just please don't tell your dad or mum or anything'
Me: 'it's not your fault. But I promise I'll keep it to myself.
I look at her and smile and she smiles back at me and buries her head into my shoulder, i tightly grip my arms around her, I feel her tears on my shoulder and it makes me want to hug her even more tighter
She whispers 'and now you know why I don't trust anyone'
'I understand' I tell her, 'I promise it'll all get better' she then lifts up her sleeves and shows me her scars and cuts. She then tells me she has more on her legs and I assure her that she'll be ok, I know she will be. Especially when she has me to protect her.