Chapter 1.

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Hi, I'm Jadey-Leigh but you can call me Jade, or whatever you want. I'm 15 years old but I'm not like one of those average 15 year olds. I prefer to stay at home, watching YouTube videos, tweeting Youtubers. Sounds sad but I just don't feel like I belong anywhere, I only feel like I belong on the Internet. I sometimes try to go out with 'friends' but I just feel like their embarrassed being with me so I'd rather stay at home, comfortable. I once tried to do YouTube but it knocked my confidence even more down, too many people at school found me, I moved schools because I was getting bullied all the time, I was getting bullied before I tried to upload the normal videos. I just wanted to be a girl version of Jake Mitchell, but that didn't work out. I obviously like many youtubers but Jake Mitchell is my favourite, I know he will never feel the same about me, but I love him, I wish that one day I could meet him. He means the world to me. He keeps me strong. He actually saved my life. I just hate living a distance away from him. I live roughly 2hours 30 minutes away. No one else can help me though. Only him. But I guess the people furthest away are the people who are always always there for you, right?

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