Wrong number honey!

Losing hope

Buckys POV:

"Hey Talia, can we talk?" She nodded, and I pulled her onto my lap.

"You know how the treatment we saw about the fact that we can't have real kids might work?" God why did it have to be me to tell her.

"It's not gonna work Talia, both Bruce and Tony have asked the best doctors in the country, there's nothing anyone can do. I'm sorry Talia." She sunk down to the floor.

"I can't have babies?" Her eyes were filled with tears and she ran out of the apartment.

Nats POV:

I go into Tony and I's lounge and curl up on the couch, unable to breathe. I was clutching my stomach. Why can't I have my own babies, I want my own children. 

"Woah, Tasha, what's wrong lovely?"

"No, children, not mother." I managed to choke out. He was immediately by my side, soothing me. When I woke up next I was in his bed, and he was asleep next to me. I got up and he mumbled in his sleep. I pulled the blanket back over him. I grab some cereal and sit down on the couch, and James comes and sits next to me, helping himself to my cereal.

"We good?" I nodded and leaned against him. Tony came out, dragging his duvet with him. He sat down next to me, and lightly leaned against me. I put my head on top of his, and he fell down into my arms. James was watching us, and he brushed my hair out of my face.

"There is one option. But that means potentially putting you at risk." I jump up.

"Oh my god oh my god Tony tony tony oh my god thank you thank you thank you! I love you!" 

"Nat, it's super high risk. 1/2 the patients die going through it."

"I don't care I'm gonna be a mum!" I jump into James' arms and he swings me around. I ignore the look of doubt on his face, and I do everything Tony told me to do for a few month. The day was finally here, and I was shaking as I took the pregnancy test. I flip it over, and it came back positive. I scream out and Pepper came running in. She saw it and I was crying, I was so happy. Tony came in and saw the test, picking me up, really happy.

"Oh my god! How many weeks are you?" 

"I don't know, Maybe like 10?" He nodded and I had my hands on my stomach. James came in and held his hands on my stomach. I was whispering Russian Lullabies to the baby.

"I can't believe it. Our own little baby." He laid down next to me and he was stroking through my hair. 

—-Time Skip—-

God I hate and love being pregnant. Morning sickness is a bi-

"Hey Talia." James came out of nowhere, and he kissed the side of my neck.

"Hey you." The baby kicked so I put James' hand on my stomach, and the baby kicked it.

"Ooh, that was a big one!" I nodded, and I sat down.

"God carrying a child makes you tired." He laughed.

"Go have a nap Talia. I'll wake you up when dinners read love." I laid down, and he wrapped his arms around me. When I woke up I saw I needed to make dinner. Once I got up I grabbed ahold of the bench, feeling really dizzy.

"Woah, Talia, you okay baby?" I shake my head and fall into his arms.

 Buckys POV:

Talia collapsed into my arms and I quickly picked her up.

"TONY! BRUCE! QUICKLY SOMETHINGS WRONG!" They both came out and saw Talia in my arms

"Stephen!" They put her on the table and started working on her.

"Bucky, Bucky I need you to look at me, and listen very carefully. We can only safe one. Tasha or the baby, but if you decide to go for the baby the chances of it surviving are close to none."

"Natalia." I didn't even need to hesitate. I sat with her the entire surgery, since she was half awake, and she eventually came to it. She grabbed my hand, and smiled over at me.

"How's Anya?" Oh crap. Of course that's what she would ask.

"Baby, I'm so sorry love. Anya didn't make it." She sunk down into the bed and started to cry.

"What's wrong with me? Why can't I be like I don't know Pepper or some sh** who can have a baby!" She sobbed in my arms, and I keep her close.

"I know baby. I know baby." She eventually fell asleep again, and Tony came in, and he rubbed my back.

"Hey Buck, how you holding up?" A few tears escaped.

"Is this karma or something, for everything I did as Winter Soldier? Natty did stuff as a child, not an adult why would they punish her for my mistakes." Tony wrapped his arms around me.

"Hey hey hey, Buck, it's not because of you, you've changed, and it wasn't even you who did all that, it was Winter Soldier. None of this is your fault Buck. We knew going into it that it was high risk, we knew this going in, we told Tasha everything." I was still crying.

"It's not your fault Buck." Talia started moving around in her sleep so Tony took me out of the room so I wouldn't wake her up. I saw baby Anya coved by a blanket, and I completely freeze up.

"Woah, Bucky, Bucky, look at me, come with me, come on." Tones lightly pushes me out of the room and I curl up on the couch. He sits next to me and strokes through my hair. I eventually fall asleep like that, with my head on Tony's lap.

Tony's POV:

God, why can't these two catch a break?