medically confused love 💕

10:Tricky day

I was pacing through corridor thinking about the possibilities of Karan pg knowing about my crush towards him.Then i willingly decided to stop overthinking and tried reasoning to myself that even if he knows about it there is nothing wrong,it is quite normal these days.I should just act like yes i have a crush on you but not like the " will die for you" type ,just some respect filled crush.😁So that he himself be confused about my emotions..Aaah. sudden pain started to grow in my ankle.i just slipped and twisted my ankle.!!!.perfect time for an ortho injury oh god i tried moving my legs it's working.i got a relief.Without wasting much time i went to hostel .I applied a crep bandage over my ankle and took a pic of it and posted as my whatsup status captioning "ORTHO POSTINGS"with an evil smiley.Then i went for having food ,after a while i checked my status to check on the people who watched info (yeah i have that weird habbit) and i got a shock when I saw karan pg's name there😯 .Like what on earth..i literally forgot that he can see my status update now.what should i do? Should I delete?No no calm down..just leave it as it is .I pacified myself.

Next day ,i walked the stairs with great difficulty and sat in the nurses station and wrote notes on our unit cases .And there he comes for rounds and i with great difficulty walked with them and attended the rounds ,then we had to do some in patient dressing and he was about to do it .My legs started to pain like hell.All this while actually i was waiting for his question "what happened to your leg "?as he already saw my status last night.But neither did he look at me nor did any eye contact.Urgh . what's wrong with him why can't he be like normal people who asks basic manner questions.Ugh...I decided to go back and sit in nurses station.And i just did that infront of him Malini and kriti was signalling me to come back and stand with them .But i didn't pay any attention..i told them its okay,you guys stay.in my mind i was actually thinking (oh Malini i think two people are enough to watch him do dressing.😅And i can see the same from nurse station .you guys enjoy the near view.)I sat there and all the nurses where also scared 😨.They were murmuring about how can an intern sit when pg is doing dressing?My plan was this..if at all he noticed at least he will look at me to scold right!I will tell him my legs are paining.But no need to say that this plan also failed miserably as he didn't look also in my direction.Oh god i can't understand this guy may be he is embarassed after yesterday.🙄

Anyways we finished our rounds and they all went back to OPD and i stayed there as i can't run.After sometime my phone's true caller showed Karan pgs name😲i got so excited.but it became a missed call.i was thinking of calling him back then i got his call again and he just asked me to give order to this dressed patient's attenders to get 2-0 nylon (suture material).I started thinking may be he is really shy that's why he cutted the call first and again made the call after thinking what to speak.If a guy is this shy then how come he got a gf 🙃

Later on a new patient got admitted a 10 yr boy with fracture femur shaft.He with Malini kriti Ali came back to ward as my pain decreased i also followed them and he asked someone to open dressing of the boy and Malini kriti rushed to do that and as usual i just stood there gawking at him in between.It is followed by loud screaming of that boy it became increasingly unbearable and Karan pg asked me ."what the hell are those two doing there,tell them to stop whatever they are doing !now".I tried to look serious and nodded my head but in reality i couldn't control my laugh !.yeah I'm evil 🙈.)I told them the same ,they also joined us back.So we were heading for lunch and i heard Malini bitching about how she asked Karan pg permission for dressing a patient and how he denied her by asking her to learn how to take case first🙀.Both of them were telling how he won't allow interns to do anything. But i know ,they know that he allowed me to do pop,but i also joined them and agreed with their views.😏 That's what girls do right.