Thuggin To The End

Chapter 19

::Carmen Pov::
School need to hurry the fuck up. I'm damn near bout to die over hungriness . Like who the fucks serves fake mystery meat to their students? They got me fucked up. What the fuck I should've known don't trust night school to provide good food. I shake my head tapping my blue painted nails waiting for the teacher to finish with the lecture. After about forever she finally let us go its like damn near going to church but I can't complain. I grab my Jan-sport book bag and head out. I'm walking slow as fuck because these old as people acting like they have shit to do. I finally make it towards my car. Ain't nothing special but a Kia Altima. I throw my book bag in the backseat and turn on the radio while putting the key into the Ingition. My song comes on " Nobody Knows by August Alsina. That's my Mf nigga no bullshit. " Nobody knows what I go thru , wish you could put yourself inside my shoes , you got friends that ain't friends nomore , they don't understand the life I chosed, because the money and fame can hurt everything you love , got some people he depend on it , no every---. I fucking hate red lights because sitting there with angry as mfas who can't drive for shit irrate me. I'm breaking the news to Marco today. I just have to for the sake of my unborn. I pull up and park in the cut in the second door garage. I sit in the car till I text him and dip. I walk toward his dimly lit porch. I ring the doorbell and instantly become nervous. He opens it up pulling me I to a big bear hug. God how I missed his hugs , he close the door taking of my peacoat and heads towards the kitchen. It smells so good it actually smell like my favorite dish but Nawh Marco couldn't make that. I sit not saying nothing just looking at my hands and thinking. He walks up towards me and pull me in my face and whisper soft words. " Bae, come on talk to me. I miss you like really miss you. We had our ups and down but at the end of the day we hold each other down. Baby come on". I don't know what grabbed hold of me but I start crying like juicy baby tears. He just picks me up and carry me bridal style and lay me on his bed. He just looks at me confused . " Baby, you can tell me anything so tell me what's going on don't shut me out". I signed and told him ' Baby I'm pregnant. I know your probably think it's not yours and I'm a hoe or whatever. But I just wanted to tell you so you can actually have a chance of knowing because I have to much respect for you like that to not tell you". He facial expression was very indescribable like no other. Like I never seen someone look like that. He just looks at me not saying nothing at all. I knew it was my time to leave . So I got up wiped my tears , gave him a hug , kissed his cheek and left. I knew this shit was gone happen.
Tbc..