Thuggin To The End

Chapter 21

:: Carmen Pov::
After saying goodbye to my homegirl Poetic I started walking up the stairs towards his porch. After ringing the damn doorbell after about two mintues this nigga finally opens up the damn door. Its October it aint fucking nice and warm like September! Fuck this nigga thinking about. Shaking my head at myself I look up towards this nigga. Automatically my arms wrapped around him causing us to hug. Slighty pushing me off I'm sensing something is wrong. I stepped four steps back and look at him. Im memserized by his whole entire apperance I zoned out. "Ayo! Carmen are you listening shortyy or nah? He stated with a more stronger tone. Not the loving, calm and soothing deep voiced I'm used to.
" Yeah Im listening Marco are you gonna lemme in and shit or nawh?'' Using his street name and not his government name "Marqaun". Ughh. "Yeah". He simply replied before steppin back and letting me in his man cave lookin ass house. I instantly felt warmness all around. I sat down on his all white leather couch. "So um I heard ya pregant. Is that right na? I just nodded I really didnt wanna talk about it. "Oh. Cool so what ya hoping for? A lil sassy ass girl or a lil nigga? I couldn't help but laugh my ass off. The way he talk is so straight up no sugar coating shit and he really don't care.

'' I'm really hoping for a lil boy first to be honest. I want a boy then a girl so he can be a big brother and spoil his little baby sister. I replied towards Marco who I hope is listening.

"I want a lil baby girl. So I just can spoil her. Buy her anything lil mama want. No price. She gone love her daddy. He stated.

I can't believe it! He actaully becoming a grown ass man. Not no some sissy ass nigga. This is exactly what I nee-

Kissing on me
Kissing on me (x4)
Baby I dont blame you fa being in the clubs
And getting all that love
Cause ya so beautiful god made you so can show that off.
Now, I never been the jealous type of guy but I want ya
To myself ooh I cannot lie
Now I know we aint one on one thing but
Baby it should change
Cause when I be with other chicks
I be thinking bout you and you when you be out on dates you be textin me too
Telling me to come pick me up when he drop ya off I pray
To god he aint breaking you off
I don't want nobody but you
Kissing on my tattoos.
And Ion want nobody but you
Talkin to you until you fall asleep
We better stop playing before we mess around and someone gets hur-
"Hello? I answered into the phone
"Hey baby. I miss ya come ova right na. I wanna cuddle and shit. Eat and play games. Just ya and me. So ya down or what? Jaheem said. ( The Character Carmen friends with benefits. Back to the dialouge)
" Yeah. But can you pick me up? Im not at my house right now, Im over a very close friend house?
"I'll see what I can do shorty. I'll hit ya up inna few. I ended the call turning my attentions towards Marqaun.
"Sorry about that"
"It's cool. I mean we aint together. So do whatever ya want'' he said before heading towards his spacious kitchen. I followed deciding on the next topic.
"So what are we? Parents? Friends?
" You shouldve been figured that shit out shorty. We awalys been friends. We never made nothin really offical. Right na with ya current situtation ya my baby moms" he stated before grabbing himself a bag of Cheetos "Flamin Hots" and a bottle of "Brisk:Strawberry Melon. Marco started to walk over towards the hallway. Knowing him he's on his way towards his gaming room. I started walking towards the game room. Until I felt a sharp sudden pain below my adomden area. I quickly scream in pain causing Marqaun to drop his snacks and run back towards me. "Whats wrong Carmen? Are you okay? He said
" Noo! It fucking hurts! I said replying while trying to calm down. Automatically my first thought was to head towards the bathroom. Along with Marqaun help. I managed to see what waa wrong. Sitting down on the cold ass seat my attention turned towards my panties. It was covered in pure blood. Getting scared I started peeing only to feel a burning sensesation. It hurted really bad. I started crying then out of nowhere a whole bunch of blood began pouring out! I look under the sink to find my pads I stored over there a while ago. I placed the pad on and quickly washed my hands and ran. Only to be caught by pain. "We have to get you to a hospital now Carmen! He said. I look in his eyes and can tell he was scared. I was quickly brought towards the hospital because of Marqaun non stop speeding on the streets. I was to occupied I did'nt see my homegirl Poetic come. I look in her face and could tell she was crying. When I arrived at the hospital they told me I had to wait. Because it was mainly occupied with women giving birth and helping shooted victims. "Carmen! Are you okay? She said while rubbing my stomach in small circles.
" No! It hurts and I'm really is scared and worried. Since the only way to settle the pain was to take pain medication. But you and Marqaun decided agaisnt it due to the fear of the unborn growing inside you. So I had to suck it up and just wait.

To Be Contuined