Thuggin To The End

Chapter 11 " Unexpected"

( Carmen POV)

I can't believe I'm pregnant by Marco. I knew Marco had a condom and we had the lubricant and I was on the pill so what the fuck? My moms and pops is going to literally kill me when they find out. Maybe I should plan to abort the baby. Its only right . I signed and told Poe. " What no?! That's a sin and the doesn't deserve to die because y'all both slipped up. I knew poe really didn't like kids so when she told me I knew I had to keep it no matter who comes in my way my patents and Marco included. " Come on Carmen well get through this together. I sighed . I'm only 2 weeks since conceived and I'm tired ass hell. Were going to the library to find baby books and what else we can find on teen pregnancy so you won't have a miscarry because I want to be the auntie of this child. Man I can't imagine my life without poe. Other girls would've ran away like I had a disease they was gone catch or started treated me like shit. We walked through the double doors towards the elevators. I'm already light headed and feeling the urge of throwing up. I quickly made a run for it towards the bathroom. Lucky nobody was in there. When I'm done I noticed blood. Poe is already on the scene handing me napkins and portable mouthwash. I gurgled and spit. I wiped my mouth and looked in the mirror. Fuck how can I break this to Marco? After we went to the nurse. And I got a checkup and some healthful pamphlets. We headed towards the elevators that was already pulled up. We headed towards the librarian to find out were to find them. I could die from embarrassment but instead of looking at my in disgust. She only looked concern. We got 10 books from what to eat to how to ex cerise. He already have a million things going on since he's one of the biggest drug king pin/ killer through California. I know for sure he gone leave me.  And its only gone be me and the baby. Fuck!!

TBC...