Arya's Pov
"I hate you" she tells before hanging up. Why??
"You were a mistake, Arya" immediately this phrase revolves around my fucking head, I try to stop but can't.
Yeah I am everyone's mistake and everyone hates me, she is also one of them, but why does it bothers me so much.
I can bear the pain my own father gave me, but why can't I bear the pain given by her!!
I want to call her again but decide against it.
But I just can't figure out why always there is a frown plastered on her face, when her smile is the most beautiful sight I have ever seen in my life??
WHY??!!
"She is always hiding something!!!" I half ask half conclude to myself.
"But then at the very next moment, I realize who am I, just nothing she doesn't even see you as friend...and boyfrie-"I stop without completing the sentence as the reality strucks.
"Never in my fucking have I felt so miserable thinking about a girl"
Its true that I cannot stand her but again its impossible for me to even stand a second without her.
The way her she srunches her eyebrow when I tease her in tiffin time is everything for me.
The way she reacts bitter-sweetly whenever I come to sit beside her during class is the thing I never knew I needed so much in life.
Fuck.
Wth will you do Arya when her section will be changed??!!
Cry your heart out!!
"Why are you becoming so dependent on this girl for your happiness" Tears rolled down my eyes..for the first time ever I am afraid of loosing someone.
What Has she done to me?
As I go deeper and deeper in my thoughts a message pops up from- from Isha
Are you serious!!!
*I am sorry I shouldn't have hung up the phone like that but then also why did steal my number!!!* It reads.
She will never know why I stole her number, because I also don't know what the fuck my heart is feeling for you right now.
That day I understood that her words leave a deep impact on me, That I understood why I always want her to accept me, to talk to me like she does with others.
It was the very first step of me becoming dependent on her for my happiness.
Song for this chapter: cardigan by Taylor Swift
[Written: 9/04/22]
[Edited: 27/03/23]
PS: feeling nauseous 💤
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