Hating Her

15

ISHA'S POV

"Isha let's do a thing, I will go first and see what's happening with Arya and then after 5 minutes you will enter, okay?" Jake atlast drops his plan.

I just nod in aggreement, too shocked to think anything.

Jake enters and closes the library door.

After patiently waiting for 5 minutes, I enter.

And the first thing that I see is Arya too engrossed in a book, 'Wuthering Heights'.

"Isha you're too late" The librarian yells.

And within a fraction of sec after hearing my name he notices me.

I also notice there is a empty seat beside him, I know what he wants but let's not do that.

"Sorry ma'am" "Ma'am can you please assign a separate seat for me in the last row I don't want to seat in the first" I blurt out.

Ohh boy, soon a huge pile of disappointment is seen his face, and ladies that's what I wanted.

Well this is my first time teasing someone, and it feels nice.

"Okay dear" she says.

"Ma'am, the last row is too dark as the lights are broken and it can strain her eyes, so the place beside is perfect for her" Arya says.

Fine, Savage.

And guess what I was instructed to sit beside him. RIP.

Why does he always have to win?
Like give me a chance atleast!!
If he has an ego I have too, so this incidents hurts me the most.

Everytime this boy finds a way to sit beside me, I am a dummy who can't even dodge him.

Arya's Pov

'A big victory after a big fall'

This line always inspires me at times when I am depressed, the girl who just planned to escape from me is now sitting beside me with a fucking Great Gatsby in her hand.

"It's okay" I say.

"What?" she is too suprised.

"Yeah, you just said sorry right, and I am sorry too" so this my fucked up way of apologising. Yeah I am too fucked up.

"First of all I didn't say anything to you and- oh wait why am I even speaking to you" she snaps.

"I already told you I hate you, do you want me to spell it for you" she yells again.

It hurts.

"For just one sec can we have civil conversation without any fighting" I request her. All I can see is disgust in her face for me.

"Nope. What do you think, you have done a charity by telling all of them to stop asking me about my father?" Wait a fucking minute she heard me.

So this is why she came to library so late!! I should have understood it, how can I make such a bloody mistake.

That day for the first time I was regretting my past actions, not only the holy speech I gave in front of my classmates but also for telling everyone about her father!!

That day I felt like throwing up due to the disgust I felt for myself. I didn't want to say, but she really did change me.

"sudha, did you overhear me?!!!" and the bell rings. I finally ask.

She starts staring at me, trying to find an answer.

Shit did I just called her sudha, FUCK. KILL ME.

"Arya, how did you know that my pet name is sudha?" She asks me innocently.

Fuck. WTH

"Listen Ish-"

"Don't tell me you asked Snehal to give you some information about me as he studies at my uncle's house" She is right, she could be an investigator!!

And I feel like I am criminal who is being negotiated by a anxious girl who keeps hiding herself from the real world.

"Your silence is telling me I am right" she snaps and runs away from me as fast as she could.

Why does she always runs away from me, Am I that bad?

Song for this chapter: Mockingbird by Eminem

[Written: 23/10/22]
[Edited: 28/03/23, 7:55am]
PS: watching Sinchan right now
(Don't judge me)