As nick leads me up to the bathroom I'm wondering if I've made the right decision what he sees all my scars and thinks I'm a ugly monster or something ken wants to break up!!! I'm just over thinking haha AHAHAH "Charlie are you ok?, you don't have to show me if you don't want to char" uh- um no no it's fine
In the bathroom
As I pull my pants up so nick can see my thighs I start to feel light headed but I just ignore it, once nick saw my thighs I saw a side of nick Ive never seen before he looked sad mad and shocked, I just looked down so he wouldn't have to see my face.. I feel his arm wrap around my shoulder "Charlie.. I'm so sorry if I've caused this" no no nick it's fine you didn't cause anything! It's my fault I was just being stupid and over reacting "no you weren't! Charlie you can't just blame yourself for this.. it's not your fault you've done nothing wrong" I just sigh and look up at nick, sorry.. "you shouldn't be sorry Charlie.. I just stay silent, nick starts to get stuff out of his bag I see some polysporin and bandaids nick puts the polysporin on my cuts then puts a bandaid on it "if it stars to turn colours or look infected call me I will bring some more stuff" uh ok....
This chapter is really short and kinda rushed sorry there will be better ones coming out soon!
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Charlie's journey (a heart stopper fan fic)
Teen FictionTW this fan fic will mention eating disorders self Harm and parent issues and fighting if you think any of this will trigger you please don't read this.
