THIS WILL CONTAIN SPOILERS FROM THE BOOK!!!! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED
(This makes you in Charlie's point of view)
I invited my boyfriend nick Nelson over for dinner today my family is eating out and and I didn't wanna go so I invited him over he should be here any minute, I hear a door bell ring and I already know who it is, before I open the door I fix my hair up in the mirror and I open the door "hey" hi:)
"What are we eating tonight Charlie" oh uh I'm actually not sure I didn't even think about that "hm well let's sit down and think about it" ok come!
About 15 minutes later they get in an argument about something nick did months ago, Charlie's been tired and exhausted for the past few weeks and nicks been stressed..
"You know what! Charlie I'm going home I'm not going to fight about nonsense!" *the door slams* I began crying so I ran up to the bathroom... and oh boy that was a mistake once I closed the door I felt the urge to grab something sharp so I look around for a second and notice a razor.. I cut right around my thigh so nobody will notice them I went on my knees by the toilet and forced myself you throw up I haven't ate today but I still felt like I've at to much and if I keep on eating something bad will happen to me... and the people I love, I heard a ding it was my phone and it was nick- he was spam texting me that he was sorry and saying that it was his fault.. that made me feel even worse I started balling my eyes out and grabbed the razor again... then I stared at my thigh and stared at it realizing I'm likely over reacting and how I'm so dramatic I'm good for nothing. I stood up trembling and went infront my my bathroom mirror.. I look like a skeleton why can't I look normal why can't I be normal why can't I eat like a normal person...
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Charlie's journey (a heart stopper fan fic)
Fiksi RemajaTW this fan fic will mention eating disorders self Harm and parent issues and fighting if you think any of this will trigger you please don't read this.
