Charlie's journey (a heart stopper fan fic)

Charlies confession

I see nick outside waking in circles he looks nervous.. was it all because of me I am the problem he likely hates me. I cant just leave him outside . As I slowly open the door I see him look over and as I say hi he just says "hey" and runs up to me and gives me a hug I slightly smile at this seeing as he Dosent hate me :)..

But then I realized he's staring at me he looks sad "Charlie where you crying because of me.." huh! No I wasn't crying ahah "your liying. You don't have to hide your emotions.." I start to cry in his arms and start saying . I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry.. "sorry about what Charlie.. let's go inside and talk about it char" *sniff* ok...

We both sat in the dining room "why where you upset was it because we got into a argument?"
I quickly nod and open my mouth like I want to say something but it wont come out.. "have you. Done anything that you feel like you should tell me char?" I start crying a bit more and nod "oh char it's okay " I quickly say it's not ! It's all my fault I brought up something from along time ago then I got the urge to do it I felt like I needed it to be normal like other people. *nick wipes his tears away* "it's not your fault.. and you aren't normal nobody is Charlie" I glance up at nick and see him it looks like he's holding back some tears .. I just hug him and he starts to cry

About 3 minutes later

"Charlie could I see where you hurt yourself? It's fine if you don't feel comfortable with me seeing it I just wanna make sure you got some band aids so nothing can get into it."

I had to think about that for a second.. I start to worry (what if he thinks I'm gross and disgusting once he sees all my scars on my body) (what if he thinks I look like a skeleton) (what if he laughs at me and thinks I'm pathetic for it) uh- s-surre, I say not sure if I made the right decision..

He leads me up to the bathroom and sits me down on the tub.