I told Nick that I was going to bed.. that was a lie I just don't really wanna open up to much he could think I'm a mentally ill freak I'm perfectly fine I'm ok. Ha ha.. ha am I really tho? Hm maybe I should listen to some music to take my kind off of this, alexa play should've been me by mitski "now playing should've been me by mitski" *hums* ok Charlie deep breathes what should you do to distract yourself hmm maybe play the drums?
*plays the drums for 10 minutes*
Hm this ain't working I still feel weird .. maybe a diffrent song will help ALEXA PLAY LIQUID SMOOTH BY MITSKI "now playing liquid smooth by mitski"
*sings** I'm liquid smooth come touch me too~
*door opens* AGH *falls off of the bed* who is it :] tori.
OH hey tor :> "don't ever call me that again CHAR :/"
Haha ok ok well what do you need tori?
"Do you want some ice cream ?"
Oh uh no thanks I'll eat later
"You sure Charlie?"
Yep I'm not hungry at the moment. ha
"You've been acting off Charlie is something happening that I should know about?"
(In mind if crap what if she finds out uh)
No I'm completely fine don't worry tori just because I'm not hungry Doesn't mean I'm not fine ahha
"Oh.. ok charlie just know that if anything is happening you can tell me"
Ok thanks tori
(That's what they all say if I tell her she's likely tell mom and mom will think I'm doing it for attention ..)
*door closes*
<sigh>
Does she really care .
Does anybody really care.
Hm maybe I should write in my journal that should help me figure things out OH maybe Nick will want to get milk shakes tomorrow after school !
This is a very short chapter BUT I have a second nick and Charlie book on my profile each chapter is 500+ but it's a lot more deep and sadder then this one if your interested check it out!
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Charlie's journey (a heart stopper fan fic)
Novela JuvenilTW this fan fic will mention eating disorders self Harm and parent issues and fighting if you think any of this will trigger you please don't read this.
