He was shaking. "I'm sorry, I knew I shouldn't have broken in. I just didn't know where to go, I'm sorry"
God, you must have scared him. It was probably the gun. You put it on the floor and shoved it under the bed with your foot.
He was clearly about to have a panik attack, God this was awkward. You still only had a short towel on. It was slowly slipping down.
"Shhhh, shhh it's fine honey, it's ok. I'm not mad. You just scared me. "
Still wet you quickly pulled a random oversized t-shirt on and your pj pants.
You put him in a sitting position and hugged him, rubbing his back.
"I'm so glad you're back, I missed you so much. You're so tough honey. I'm really happy to see you. It's ok"
Slowly he calmed down and apologized again. Juvie clearly did a number on him.
He looked so vunerable and afraid.
"I'm happy you came here, I'm sorry I reacted that way. You look so different from the last time we saw eachother. When did you get released?"
You saw him two months ago. You guys kept Kontakt when he was behind bars, but he did ghost you quiet often for a few weeks.
You couldn't imagine what he went through. You'd probably go crazy if you killed someone with seventeen, you couldn't imagine how big of a burden it would be to carry at thirteen.
"Yeah I got them bleached a week ago, I got released today. My parents didn't pick me up. I ended up wandering the streets until I came here at about 10.
Can I stay here for a bit?"
"Of course you can, why wouldn't you be able to?" You hugged him again.
You knew you wouldn't be going to school tomorrow, you'll have to call in sick.
"I'll make some Tee for us. Are you hungry?"
"Yeah, I didn't have anything to eat and I didn't want to take your food"
"I'll make you a few sandwiches, in the meantime go shower and change into something else. Your clothes are way too small, if you want to I'll buy you some tomorrow....."
You murmured the last part to youreslf. Kazutora looked through your closet and took out a black 'slipknot' t-shirt and grey sweatpants.
He was happy you accepted him. He was ready to beg you to stay. He didn't want to sleep on the street on his first day of freedom. Going to Keisuke's was out of the question.
He'd rather let the earth swollow him whole. How would he be able to look into his eyes? He barely responded to his letters and he was so ashamed.
He started shaking again while dressing himself. ' it's not your fault, it's not your fault it's not your fault itsnotyourfault' "It's not your fault kazutora" oh. You were hugging him again. He was dressed and sitting on your bed.
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